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Chapter 15
Mr. Woodhouse was soon ready for his
tea; and when he had drank his tea he was quite ready to go home; and
it was as much as his three companions could do, to entertain away his
notice of the lateness of the hour, before the other gentlemen
appeared. Mr. Weston was chatty and convivial, and no friend
to early separations of any sort; but at last the drawing-room party
did receive an augmentation. Mr. Elton, in very good spirits, was one
of the first to walk in. Mrs. Weston and Emma were sitting together on
a sofa. He joined them immediately, and, with scarcely an
invitation, seated himself between them.
Emma, in good spirits too, from the amusement afforded her mind by the
expectation of Mr. Frank Churchill, was willing to forget his late
improprieties, and be as well satisfied with him as before, and on his
making Harriet his very first subject, was ready to listen with most
friendly smiles.
He professed himself extremely anxious about her fair friend-- her
fair, lovely, amiable friend. "Did she know?--had she heard
any thing about her, since their being at Randalls?-- he felt much
anxiety--he must confess that the nature of her complaint alarmed him
considerably." And in this style he talked on for some time
very properly, not much attending to any answer, but altogether
sufficiently awake to the terror of a bad sore throat; and Emma was
quite in charity with him.
But at last there seemed a perverse turn; it seemed all at once as if
he were more afraid of its being a bad sore throat on her account, than
on Harriet's--more anxious that she should escape the infection, than
that there should be no infection in the complaint. He began
with great earnestness to entreat her to refrain from visiting the
sick-chamber again, for the present--to entreat her to promise him not
to venture into such hazard till he had seen Mr. Perry and learnt his
opinion; and though she tried to laugh it off and bring the subject
back into its proper course, there was no putting an end to his extreme
solicitude about her. She was vexed. It did appear--there was
no concealing it--exactly like the pretence of
being in love with her, instead of Harriet; an inconstancy, if real,
the most contemptible and abominable! and she had difficulty in
behaving with temper. He turned to Mrs. Weston to implore her
assistance, "Would not she give him her support?-- would not she add
her persuasions to his, to induce Miss Woodhouse not to go to Mrs.
Goddard's till it were certain that Miss Smith's disorder had no
infection? He could not be satisfied without a promise--
would not she give him her influence in procuring it?"
"So scrupulous for others," he continued, "and yet so careless for
herself! She wanted me to nurse my cold by staying at home
to-day, and yet will not promise to avoid the danger of catching an
ulcerated sore throat herself. Is this fair, Mrs.
Weston?--Judge between us. Have not I some right to complain?
I am sure of your kind support and aid."
Emma saw Mrs. Weston's surprize, and felt that it must be great, at an
address which, in words and manner, was assuming to himself the right
of first interest in her; and as for herself, she was too much provoked
and offended to have the power of directly saying any thing to the
purpose. She could only give him a look; but it was such a
look as she thought must restore him to his senses, and then left the
sofa, removing to a seat by her sister, and giving her all her
attention.
She had not time to know how Mr. Elton took the reproof, so rapidly did
another subject succeed; for Mr. John Knightley now came into the room
from examining the weather, and opened on them all with the information
of the ground being covered with snow, and of its still snowing fast,
with a strong drifting wind; concluding with these words to Mr.
Woodhouse:
"This will prove a spirited beginning of your winter engagements,
sir. Something new for your coachman and horses to be making
their way through a storm of snow."
Poor Mr. Woodhouse was silent from consternation; but every body else
had something to say; every body was either surprized or not surprized,
and had some question to ask, or some comfort to offer. Mrs.
Weston and Emma tried earnestly to cheer him and turn his attention
from his
son-in-law, who was pursuing his triumph rather unfeelingly.
"I admired your resolution very much, sir," said he, "in venturing out
in such weather, for of course you saw there would be snow very
soon. Every body must have seen the snow coming on. I admired
your spirit; and I dare say we shall get home very well. Another hour
or two's snow can hardly make the road impassable; and we are two
carriages; if one is blown over in the bleak part of the common field
there will be the other at hand. I dare say we shall be all
safe at Hartfield before midnight."
Mr. Weston, with triumph of a different sort, was confessing that he
had known it to be snowing some time, but had not said a word, lest it
should make Mr. Woodhouse uncomfortable, and be an excuse for his
hurrying away. As to there being any quantity of snow fallen
or likely to fall to impede their return, that was a mere joke; he was
afraid they would find no difficulty. He wished the road
might be impassable, that he might be able to keep them all at
Randalls; and with the utmost good-will was sure that accommodation
might be found for every body, calling on his wife to agree with him,
that with a little contrivance, every body might be lodged, which she
hardly knew how to do, from the consciousness of there being but two
spare rooms in the house.
"What is to be done, my dear Emma?--what is to be done?" was Mr.
Woodhouse's first exclamation, and all that he could say for some
time. To her he looked for comfort; and her assurances of
safety, her representation of the excellence of the horses, and of
James, and of their having so many friends about them, revived him a
little.
His eldest daughter's alarm was equal to his own. The horror
of being blocked up at Randalls, while her children were at Hartfield,
was full in her imagination; and fancying the road to be now just
passable for adventurous people, but in a state that admitted no delay,
she was eager to have it settled, that her father and Emma should
remain at Randalls, while she and her husband set forward instantly
through all the possible accumulations of drifted snow that might
impede them.
"You had better order the carriage directly, my love," said she; "I
dare say we shall be able to get along, if we set off directly; and if
we do come to any thing very bad, I can get out and walk. I am not at
all afraid. I should not mind walking half the way. I could
change my shoes, you know, the moment I got home; and it is not the
sort of thing that gives me cold."
"Indeed!" replied he. "Then, my dear Isabella, it is the most
extraordinary sort of thing in the world, for in general every thing
does give you cold. Walk home!--you are prettily shod for
walking home, I dare say. It will be bad enough for the
horses."
Isabella turned to Mrs. Weston for her approbation of the plan. Mrs.
Weston could only approve. Isabella then went to Emma; but
Emma could not so entirely give up the hope of their being all able to
get away; and they were still discussing the point, when Mr. Knightley,
who had left the room immediately after his brother's first report of
the snow, came back again, and told them that
he had been out of doors to examine, and could answer for there not
being the smallest difficulty in their getting home, whenever they
liked it, either now or an hour hence. He had gone beyond the
sweep-- some way along the
Highbury road--the snow was nowhere above
half an inch deep--in many places hardly enough to whiten the ground; a
very few flakes were falling at present, but the clouds were parting,
and there was every appearance of its being soon over. He had
seen the coachmen, and they both agreed with him in there being nothing
to apprehend.
To Isabella, the relief of such tidings was very great, and they were
scarcely less acceptable to Emma on her father's account, who was
immediately set as much at ease on the subject as his nervous
constitution allowed; but the alarm that had been raised could not be
appeased so as to admit of any comfort for him while he continued at
Randalls. He was satisfied of there being no present danger
in returning home, but no assurances could convince him that it was
safe to stay; and while the others were variously urging and
recommending, Mr. Knightley and Emma settled it in a few brief
sentences: thus--
"Your father will not be easy; why do not you go?"
"I am ready, if the others are."
"Shall I ring the bell?"
"Yes, do."
And the bell was rung, and the carriages spoken for. A few
minutes more, and Emma hoped to see one troublesome companion deposited
in his own house, to get sober and cool, and the other recover his
temper and happiness when this visit of hardship were over.
The carriage came: and Mr. Woodhouse, always the first object
on such occasions, was carefully attended to his own by Mr. Knightley
and Mr. Weston; but not all that either could say could prevent some
renewal of alarm at the sight of the snow which had actually fallen,
and the discovery of a much darker night than he had been prepared for.
"He was afraid they should have a very bad drive. He was
afraid poor Isabella would not like it. And there would be
poor Emma in the carriage behind. He did not know what they
had best do. They must keep as much together as they could;" and James
was talked
to, and given a charge to go very slow and wait for the other carriage.
Isabella stept in after her father; John Knightley, forgetting that he
did not belong to their party, stept in after his wife very naturally;
so that Emma found, on being escorted and followed into the second
carriage by Mr. Elton, that the door was to be lawfully shut on them,
and that they were to have a tete-a-tete drive. It would not
have been the awkwardness of a moment, it would have been rather a
pleasure, previous to the suspicions of this very day; she could have
talked to him of Harriet, and the three-quarters of a mile would have
seemed but one. But now, she would rather it had not
happened. She believed he had been drinking too much of Mr. Weston's
good wine, and felt sure that he would want to be talking nonsense.
To restrain him as much as might be, by her own manners, she was
immediately preparing to speak with exquisite calmness and gravity of
the weather and the night; but scarcely had she begun, scarcely had
they passed the sweep-gate and joined the other carriage, than she
found her subject cut up--her hand seized--her attention demanded, and
Mr. Elton actually making violent love to her: availing
himself of the precious opportunity, declaring sentiments which must be
already well known, hoping--fearing--adoring--ready to die if she
refused him; but flattering himself that his ardent attachment and
unequalled love and unexampled passion could not fail of having some
effect, and in short, very much resolved on being seriously accepted as
soon as possible. It really was so. Without
scruple--without apology-- without much apparent diffidence, Mr. Elton,
the lover of Harriet, was professing himself her lover. She
tried to stop him; but vainly; he would go on, and say it
all. Angry as she was, the thought of the moment made her
resolve to restrain herself when she did speak. She felt that half this
folly must be drunkenness, and therefore could hope that it might
belong only to the passing hour. Accordingly, with a mixture of the
serious and the playful, which she hoped would best suit his half and
half state, she replied,
"I am very much astonished, Mr. Elton. This to me! you forget
yourself-- you take me for my friend--any message to Miss Smith I shall
be happy to deliver; but no more of this to me, if you please."
"Miss Smith!--message to Miss Smith!--What could she possibly mean!"--
And he repeated her words with such assurance of accent, such boastful
pretence of amazement, that she could not help replying with quickness,
"Mr. Elton, this is the most extraordinary conduct! and I can account
for it only in one way; you are not yourself, or you could not speak
either to me, or of Harriet, in such a manner. Command
yourself enough to say no more, and I will endeavour to forget it."
But Mr. Elton had only drunk wine enough to elevate his spirits, not at
all to confuse his intellects. He perfectly knew his own
meaning; and having warmly protested against her suspicion as most
injurious, and slightly touched upon his respect for Miss Smith as her
friend,-- but acknowledging his wonder that Miss Smith should be
mentioned at all,--he resumed the subject of his own passion, and was
very urgent for a favourable answer.
As she thought less of his inebriety, she thought more of his
inconstancy and presumption; and with fewer struggles for politeness,
replied,
"It is impossible for me to doubt any longer. You have made
yourself too clear. Mr. Elton, my astonishment is much beyond
any thing I can express. After such behaviour, as I have
witnessed during the last month, to Miss Smith--such attentions as I
have been in the daily habit of observing--to be addressing me in this
manner--this is an unsteadiness of character, indeed, which I had not
supposed possible! Believe me, sir, I am far, very far, from
gratified in being the object of such professions."
"Good Heaven!" cried Mr. Elton, "what can be the meaning of this?--
Miss Smith!--I never thought of Miss Smith in the whole course of my
existence--never paid her any attentions, but as your friend: never
cared whether she were dead or alive, but as your friend. If she has
fancied otherwise, her own wishes have misled her, and I am very
sorry--extremely sorry--But, Miss Smith, indeed!--Oh! Miss Woodhouse!
who can think of Miss Smith, when Miss Woodhouse is near! No,
upon my honour, there is no unsteadiness of character. I have thought
only of you. I protest against having paid the smallest
attention to any one else. Every thing that I have said or
done, for many weeks past, has been with the sole view of marking my
adoration of yourself. You cannot really, seriously, doubt
it. No!--(in an accent meant to be insinuating)--I am sure you have
seen and understood me."
It would be impossible to say what Emma felt, on hearing this-- which
of all her unpleasant sensations was uppermost. She was too
completely overpowered to be immediately able to reply: and two moments
of silence being ample encouragement for Mr. Elton's sanguine state of
mind, he tried to take her hand again, as he joyously exclaimed--
"Charming Miss Woodhouse! allow me to interpret this interesting
silence. It confesses that you have long understood me."
"No, sir," cried Emma, "it confesses no such thing. So far
from having long understood you, I have been in a most complete error
with respect to your views, till this moment. As to myself, I
am very sorry that you should have been giving way to any feelings--
Nothing could be farther from my wishes--your attachment to my friend
Harriet--your pursuit of her, (pursuit, it appeared,) gave me great
pleasure, and I have been very earnestly wishing you success: but had I
supposed that she were not your attraction to Hartfield, I should
certainly have thought you judged ill in making your visits so
frequent. Am I to believe that you have never sought to
recommend yourself particularly to Miss Smith?--that you have never
thought seriously of her?"
"Never, madam," cried he, affronted in his turn: "never, I
assure you. I think seriously of Miss Smith!--Miss Smith is a very good
sort of girl; and I should be happy to see her respectably settled. I
wish her extremely well: and, no doubt, there are men who
might not object to--Every body has their level: but as for
myself, I am not, I think, quite so much at a loss. I need
not so totally despair of an equal alliance, as to be addressing myself
to Miss Smith!-- No, madam, my visits to Hartfield have been for
yourself only; and the encouragement I received--"
"Encouragement!--I give you encouragement!--Sir, you have been entirely
mistaken in supposing it. I have seen you only as the admirer
of my friend. In no other light could you have been more to
me than a common acquaintance. I am exceedingly
sorry: but it is well that the mistake ends where it
does. Had the same behaviour continued, Miss Smith might have
been led into a misconception of your views; not being aware, probably,
any more than myself, of the very great inequality which you are so
sensible of. But, as it is,
the disappointment is single, and, I trust, will not be lasting. I have
no thoughts of matrimony at present."
He was too angry to say another word; her manner too decided to invite
supplication; and in this state of swelling resentment, and mutually
deep mortification, they had to continue together a few minutes longer,
for the fears of Mr. Woodhouse had confined them to a foot-pace. If
there had not been so much anger, there would have been desperate
awkwardness; but their straightforward emotions left no room for the
little zigzags of embarrassment. Without knowing when the
carriage turned into Vicarage Lane, or when it stopped, they found
themselves, all at once, at the door of his house; and he was out
before another syllable passed.--Emma then felt it indispensable to
wish him a good night. The compliment was just returned,
coldly
and proudly; and, under indescribable irritation of spirits, she
was then conveyed to Hartfield.
There she was welcomed, with the utmost delight, by her father, who had
been trembling for the dangers of a solitary drive from Vicarage
Lane--turning a corner which he could never bear to think of-- and in
strange hands--a mere common coachman--no James; and there it seemed as
if her return only were wanted to make every thing go well: for Mr.
John Knightley, ashamed of his ill-humour, was now all kindness and
attention; and so particularly solicitous for the comfort of her
father, as to seem--if not quite ready to join him in a basin of
gruel--perfectly sensible of its being exceedingly wholesome; and the
day was concluding in peace and comfort to all their little party,
except herself.--But her mind had never been in such perturbation; and
it needed a very strong effort to appear attentive and cheerful till
the usual hour of separating allowed her the relief of quiet reflection.
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