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Chapter 21
Emma
could not forgive her;--but as neither provocation nor resentment were
discerned by Mr. Knightley, who had been of the party, and had seen
only proper attention and pleasing behaviour on each side, he was
expressing the next morning, being at Hartfield again on business with
Mr. Woodhouse, his approbation of the whole; not so
openly as he might have done had her father been out of the room, but
speaking plain enough to be very intelligible to Emma. He had been used
to think her unjust to Jane, and had now great pleasure in marking an
improvement.
"A very pleasant evening," he began, as soon as Mr. Woodhouse had been
talked into what was necessary, told that he understood, and the papers
swept away;--"particularly pleasant. You and Miss Fairfax
gave us
some very good music. I do not know a more luxurious state,
sir,
than sitting at one's ease to be entertained a whole evening by two
such young women; sometimes with music and sometimes with
conversation. I am sure Miss Fairfax must have found the
evening
pleasant, Emma. You left nothing undone. I was glad you made
her
play so much, for having no instrument at her grandmother's,
it must
have been a real indulgence."
"I am happy you approved," said Emma, smiling; "but I hope I am not
often deficient in what is due to guests at Hartfield."
"No, my dear," said her father instantly; "that I am sure you are
not. There is nobody half so attentive and civil as you are.
If
any thing, you are too attentive. The muffin last night--if
it
had been handed round once, I think it would have been enough."
"No," said Mr. Knightley, nearly at the same time; "you are not often
deficient; not often deficient either in manner or comprehension. I
think you understand me, therefore."
An arch look expressed--"I understand you well enough;" but she said
only, "Miss Fairfax is reserved."
"I always told you she was--a little; but you will soon overcome all
that part of her reserve which ought to be overcome, all that has its
foundation in diffidence. What arises from discretion must be
honoured."
"You think her diffident. I do not see it."
"My dear Emma," said he, moving from his chair into one close by her,
"you are not going to tell me, I hope, that you had not a pleasant
evening."
"Oh! no; I was pleased with my own perseverance in asking questions;
and amused to think how little information I obtained."
"I am disappointed," was his only answer.
"I hope every body had a pleasant evening," said Mr. Woodhouse, in his
quiet way. "I had. Once, I felt the fire rather too
much;
but then I moved back my chair a little, a very little, and it did not
disturb me. Miss Bates was very chatty and good-humoured, as
she
always is, though she speaks rather too quick. However, she
is
very agreeable, and Mrs. Bates too, in a different way. I like old
friends; and Miss Jane Fairfax is a very pretty sort of young lady, a
very pretty and a very well-behaved young lady indeed. She must have
found the evening agreeable, Mr. Knightley, because she had Emma."
"True, sir; and Emma, because she had Miss Fairfax."
Emma saw his anxiety, and wishing to appease it, at least for the
present, said, and with a sincerity which no one could question--
"She is a sort of elegant creature that one cannot keep one's eyes
from. I am always watching her to admire; and I do pity her from my
heart."
Mr. Knightley looked as if he were more gratified than he cared to
express; and before he could make any reply, Mr. Woodhouse, whose
thoughts were on the Bates's, said--
"It is a great pity that their circumstances should be so confined! a
great pity indeed! and I have often wished--but it is so little one can
venture to do--small, trifling presents, of any thing uncommon-- Now we
have killed a porker, and Emma thinks of sending
them a loin or a leg;
it is very small and delicate--Hartfield pork is not like any other
pork--but still it is pork--and, my dear Emma, unless one could be sure
of their making it into steaks, nicely fried, as ours are fried,
without the smallest grease, and not roast it, for
no stomach can bear roast pork--I think we had better send the leg-- do
not you think so, my dear?"
"My dear papa, I sent the whole hind-quarter. I knew you would wish it.
There will be the leg to be salted, you know, which is so very nice,
and the loin to be dressed directly in any manner they like."
"That's right, my dear, very right. I had not thought of it
before, but that is the best way. They must not over-salt the
leg; and then, if it is not over-salted, and if it is very thoroughly
boiled, just as Serle boils ours, and eaten very moderately of, with a
boiled turnip, and a little carrot or parsnip, I do not consider it
unwholesome."
"Emma," said Mr. Knightley presently, "I have a piece of news for you.
You like news--and I heard an article in my way hither that I think
will interest you."
"News! Oh! yes, I always like news. What is
it?--why do you smile so?--where did you hear it?--at Randalls?"
He had time only to say,
"No, not at Randalls; I have not been near Randalls," when the door was
thrown open, and Miss Bates and Miss Fairfax walked into the room. Full
of thanks, and full of news, Miss Bates knew not which to give
quickest. Mr. Knightley soon saw that he had lost his moment,
and
that not another syllable of communication could rest with him.
"Oh! my dear sir, how are you this morning? My dear Miss
Woodhouse-- I come quite over-powered. Such a beautiful hind-quarter of
pork! You are too bountiful! Have you heard the
news? Mr.
Elton is going to be married."
Emma had not had time even to think of Mr. Elton, and she was so
completely surprized that she could not avoid a little start, and a
little blush, at the sound.
"There is my news:--I thought it would interest you," said Mr.
Knightley, with a smile which implied a conviction of some part of what
had passed between them.
"But where could you hear it?" cried Miss Bates. "Where could
you
possibly hear it, Mr. Knightley? For it is not five minutes
since
I received Mrs. Cole's note--no, it cannot be more than five-- or at
least ten--for I had got my bonnet and spencer on, just ready to come
out--I was only gone down to speak to Patty again about the pork--Jane
was standing in the passage--were not you, Jane?-- for my mother was so
afraid that we had not any salting-pan large enough. So I
said I would go down and see, and Jane
said,
`Shall I go down instead? for I think you have a little cold, and Patty
has been washing the kitchen.'--`Oh! my dear,' said I--well, and just
then came the note. A Miss Hawkins--
that's all I know. A Miss Hawkins of Bath. But, Mr.
Knightley, how could you possibly have heard it? for the very moment
Mr. Cole told Mrs. Cole of it, she sat down and wrote to me.
A
Miss Hawkins--"
"I was with Mr. Cole on business an hour and a half ago. He had just
read Elton's letter as I was shewn in, and handed it to me directly."
"Well! that is quite--I suppose there never was a piece of news more
generally interesting. My dear sir, you really are too
bountiful.
My mother desires her very best compliments and regards, and a thousand
thanks, and says you really quite oppress her."
"We consider our Hartfield pork," replied Mr. Woodhouse--"indeed it
certainly is, so very superior to all other pork, that Emma and I
cannot have a greater pleasure than---"
"Oh! my dear sir, as my mother says, our friends are only too good to
us. If ever there were people who, without having great
wealth
themselves, had every thing they could wish for, I am sure it is us. We
may well say that `our lot is cast in a goodly heritage.' Well, Mr.
Knightley, and so you actually saw the letter; well--"
"It was short--merely to announce--but cheerful, exulting, of
course."-- Here was a sly glance at Emma. "He had been so
fortunate as to-- I forget the precise words--one has no business to
remember them. The information was, as you state, that he was going to
be married to a Miss Hawkins. By his style, I should imagine
it
just settled."
"Mr. Elton going to be married!" said Emma, as soon as she could speak.
"He will have every body's wishes for his happiness."
"He is very young to settle," was Mr. Woodhouse's observation. "He had
better not be in a hurry. He seemed to me very well off as he
was. We were always glad to see him at Hartfield."
"A new neighbour for us all, Miss Woodhouse!" said Miss Bates,
joyfully; "my mother is so pleased!--she says she cannot bear to have
the poor old Vicarage without a mistress. This is great news,
indeed. Jane, you have never seen Mr. Elton!--no wonder that
you
have such a curiosity to see him."
Jane's curiosity did not appear of that absorbing nature as wholly to
occupy her.
"No--I have never seen Mr. Elton," she replied, starting on this
appeal; "is he--is he a tall man?"
"Who shall answer that question?" cried Emma. "My father
would
say `yes,' Mr. Knightley `no;' and Miss Bates and I that he is just the
happy medium. When you have been here a little longer, Miss
Fairfax, you will understand that Mr. Elton is the standard of
perfection in Highbury, both in person and mind."
"Very true, Miss Woodhouse, so she will. He is the very best
young man--But, my dear Jane, if you remember, I told you yesterday he
was precisely the height of Mr. Perry. Miss Hawkins,--I dare
say,
an excellent young woman. His extreme attention to my
mother--
wanting her to sit in the vicarage pew, that she might hear the better,
for my mother is a little deaf, you know-- it is not much,
but
she does not hear quite quick. Jane says that Colonel
Campbell is
a little deaf. He fancied bathing might be good for it--the
warm
bath-- but she says it did him no lasting benefit. Colonel
Campbell, you know, is quite our angel. And Mr. Dixon seems a
very charming young man, quite worthy of him. It is such a
happiness when good people get together--and they always do.
Now,
here will be Mr. Elton and Miss Hawkins; and there are the Coles, such
very good people; and the Perrys--I suppose there never was a happier
or a better couple than Mr. and Mrs. Perry. I say, sir,"
turning
to Mr. Woodhouse, "I think there are few places with such society as
Highbury. I always say, we are quite blessed in our neighbours.-- My
dear sir, if there is one thing my mother loves better than another, it
is pork-- a roast loin of pork--"
"As to who, or what Miss Hawkins is, or how long he has been acquainted
with her," said Emma, "nothing I suppose can be known. One feels that
it cannot be a very long acquaintance. He has been
gone
only four weeks."
Nobody had any information to give; and, after a few more wonderings,
Emma said,
"You are silent, Miss Fairfax--but I hope you mean to take an interest
in this news. You, who have been hearing and seeing so much
of
late on these subjects, who must have been so deep
in the business on Miss Campbell's account--we shall not excuse your
being indifferent about Mr. Elton and Miss Hawkins."
"When I have seen Mr. Elton," replied Jane, " I dare say I shall be
interested--but I believe it requires that with me. And as it is some
months since Miss Campbell married, the impression may be a little worn
off."
"Yes, he has been gone just four weeks, as you observe, Miss
Woodhouse," said Miss Bates, "four weeks yesterday.--A Miss
Hawkins!--Well, I had always rather fancied it would be some young lady
hereabouts; not that I ever--Mrs. Cole once whispered to me--but I
immediately said, `No, Mr. Elton is a most worthy young man--but'--In
short, I do not think I am particularly quick at those sort of
discoveries. I do not pretend to it. What is before me, I
see. At the same time, nobody could wonder if Mr. Elton
should
have aspired--Miss Woodhouse lets me chatter on, so good-humouredly.
She knows I would not offend for the world. How does Miss
Smith
do? She seems quite recovered now. Have you heard
from Mrs.
John Knightley lately? Oh! those dear little children. Jane,
do
you know I always fancy Mr. Dixon like Mr. John Knightley. I
mean
in person--tall, and with that sort of look--and not very talkative."
"Quite wrong, my dear aunt; there is no likeness at all."
"Very odd! but one never does form a just idea of any body beforehand.
One takes up a notion, and runs away with it. Mr. Dixon, you
say,
is not, strictly speaking, handsome?"
"Handsome! Oh! no--far from it--certainly plain. I
told you he was plain."
"My dear, you said that Miss Campbell would not allow him to be plain,
and that you yourself--"
"Oh! as for me, my judgment is worth nothing. Where I have a
regard, I always think a person well-looking. But I gave what I
believed the general opinion, when I called him plain."
"Well, my dear Jane, I believe we must be running away. The weather
does not look well, and grandmama will be uneasy. You are too obliging,
my dear Miss Woodhouse; but we really must take leave. This
has been a most agreeable piece of news
indeed.
I shall just go round by Mrs. Cole's; but I shall not stop three
minutes: and, Jane, you had better go home directly--I would not have
you out in a shower!--We think she is the better for Highbury already.
Thank you, we do indeed. I shall not attempt calling on Mrs.
Goddard, for I really do not think she cares for any thing but boiled
pork: when we dress the leg it will be another thing. Good
morning to you, my dear sir. Oh! Mr. Knightley is
coming
too. Well, that is so very!--I am sure if Jane is tired, you
will
be so kind as to give her your arm.--Mr. Elton, and Miss Hawkins!--
Good morning to you."
Emma, alone with her father, had half her attention wanted by him while
he lamented that young people would be in such a hurry to marry-- and
to marry strangers too--and the other half she could give to her own
view of the subject. It was to herself an amusing and a very
welcome piece of news, as proving that Mr. Elton could not have
suffered long; but she was sorry for Harriet: Harriet must feel it--and
all that she could hope was, by giving the first information herself,
to save her from hearing it abruptly from others. It was now
about the time that she was likely to call. If she were to meet Miss
Bates in her way!--and upon its beginning to rain, Emma was obliged to
expect that the weather would be detaining her at Mrs. Goddard's, and
that the intelligence would undoubtedly rush upon her without
preparation.
The shower was heavy, but short; and it had not been over five minutes,
when in came Harriet, with just the heated, agitated look which
hurrying thither with a full heart was likely to give; and the "Oh!
Miss Woodhouse, what do you think has happened!" which instantly burst
forth, had all the evidence of corresponding perturbation. As the
blow was given, Emma felt that she could not now shew greater kindness
than in listening; and Harriet, unchecked, ran eagerly through what she
had to tell. "She had set out from Mrs. Goddard's half an
hour
ago--she had been afraid it would rain--she had been afraid it would
pour down every moment--but she thought she might get to Hartfield
first--she had hurried on as fast as possible; but then, as she was
passing by the house where a young woman was making up a gown for her,
she thought she would just step in and see how it went on; and though
she did not seem to stay half a moment there, soon after she came out
it began to rain, and she did not know what to do; so she ran on
directly, as fast as she could, and took shelter at Ford's." --Ford's
was the principal woollen-draper, linen-draper, and haberdasher's
shop
united; the shop first in size and fashion in the place.--"And so,
there she had set, without an idea of any thing in the world, full ten
minutes, perhaps--when, all of a sudden, who should come in-- to be
sure it was so very odd!--but they always dealt at Ford's-- who
should come in, but Elizabeth Martin and her brother!-- Dear Miss
Woodhouse! only think. I thought I should have fainted. I did
not
know what to do. I was sitting near the door--Elizabeth saw
me
directly; but he did not; he was busy with the umbrella. I am sure she
saw me, but she looked away directly, and took no notice; and they both
went to quite the farther end of the shop; and I kept sitting near the
door!--Oh! dear; I was so miserable! I am sure I must have been as
white as my gown. I could not go away you know, because of
the
rain; but I did so wish myself anywhere in the world but there.--Oh!
dear, Miss Woodhouse--well, at last, I fancy, he looked round and saw
me; for instead of going on with her buyings, they began whispering to
one another. I am sure they were talking of me; and I could not help
thinking that he was persuading her to speak to me--(do you think he
was, Miss Woodhouse?)--for presently she came forward--came quite up to
me, and asked me how I did, and seemed ready to shake hands, if I
would. She did not do any of it in the same way that she
used; I
could see she was altered; but, however, she seemed to try to be very
friendly, and we shook hands, and stood talking some time; but I know
no more what I said--I was in such a tremble!--I remember she said she
was sorry we never met now; which I thought almost too kind!
Dear, Miss Woodhouse, I was absolutely miserable! By that time, it was
beginning to hold up, and I was determined that nothing should stop me
from getting away--and then--only think!-- I found he was coming up
towards me too--slowly you know, and as if he did not quite know what
to do; and so he came and spoke, and I answered--and I stood for a
minute, feeling dreadfully, you know, one can't tell how; and then I
took courage, and said it did not rain, and I must go; and so off I
set; and I had not got three yards from the door, when he came after
me, only to say, if I was going to Hartfield, he thought I had much
better go round by Mr. Cole's stables, for I should find the near way
quite floated by this rain. Oh! dear, I thought it would have
been the death of me! So I said, I was very much obliged to
him:
you know I could not do less; and then he went back to Elizabeth, and I
came round by the stables--I believe I did--but I hardly knew where I
was, or any thing about it. Oh! Miss Woodhouse, I
would
rather done any thing than have it happen: and yet, you know,
there was a sort of satisfaction in seeing him behave so pleasantly and
so kindly. And Elizabeth, too. Oh! Miss Woodhouse,
do talk
to me and make me comfortable again."
Very sincerely did Emma wish to do so; but it was not immediately in
her power. She was obliged to stop and think. She
was not
thoroughly comfortable herself. The young man's conduct, and
his
sister's, seemed the result of real feeling, and she could not but pity
them. As Harriet described it, there had been an interesting mixture of
wounded affection and genuine delicacy in their behaviour. But she had
believed them to be well-meaning, worthy people before; and what
difference did this make in the evils of the connexion? It was folly to
be disturbed by it. Of course, he must be sorry to lose
her--they
must be all sorry. Ambition, as well as love, had probably
been
mortified. They might all have hoped to rise by Harriet's
acquaintance: and besides, what was the value of Harriet's
description?--So easily pleased-- so little discerning;-- what
signified her praise?
She exerted herself, and did try to make her comfortable, by
considering all that had passed as a mere trifle, and quite unworthy of
being dwelt on,
"It might be distressing, for the moment," said she; "but you seem to
have behaved extremely well; and it is over--and may never-- can never,
as a first meeting, occur again, and therefore you need not think about
it."
Harriet said, "very true," and she "would not think about it;" but
still she talked of it--still she could talk of nothing else; and Emma,
at last, in order to put the Martins out of her head, was obliged to
hurry on the news, which she had meant to give with so much tender
caution; hardly knowing herself whether to rejoice or be
angry,
ashamed or only amused, at such a state of mind in poor Harriet--such a
conclusion of Mr. Elton's importance with her!
Mr. Elton's rights, however, gradually revived. Though she
did
not feel the first intelligence as she might have done the day before,
or an hour before, its interest soon increased; and before their first
conversation was over, she had talked herself into all the sensations
of curiosity, wonder and regret, pain and pleasure, as to this
fortunate Miss Hawkins, which could conduce to place the Martins under
proper subordination in her fancy.
Emma learned to be rather glad that there had been such a meeting. It
had been serviceable in deadening the first shock, without retaining
any influence to alarm. As Harriet now lived, the Martins
could
not get at her, without seeking her, where hitherto they had wanted
either the courage or the condescension to seek her; for since her
refusal of the brother, the sisters never had been at Mrs. Goddard's;
and a twelvemonth might pass without their being thrown together again,
with any necessity, or even any power of speech.
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