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Chapter 22
Human nature is so well disposed
towards
those who are in interesting situations, that a young
person, who either marries or dies, is sure of being kindly
spoken
of.
A week had not passed
since Miss
Hawkins's name was first mentioned in Highbury, before she
was,
by some means or other, discovered to have every
recommendation
of person and mind; to be handsome, elegant, highly
accomplished, and perfectly amiable: and when Mr. Elton
himself arrived to
triumph in his happy prospects, and circulate the fame of her
merits,
there was very little more for him to do, than to tell her
Christian name, and say whose music she principally played.
Mr. Elton returned, a
very happy
man. He had gone
away rejected and mortified--disappointed in a very
sanguine hope, after a series of what appeared to him strong
encouragement; and not only losing the right lady, but finding
himself
debased to the level of a very wrong one.
He had gone away deeply offended--he came
back engaged to another--and to another as superior,
of course, to the first, as under such circumstances what is
gained always is to what is lost. He came back gay and
self-satisfied,
eager and busy, caring nothing for Miss Woodhouse, and defying
Miss
Smith.
The charming Augusta
Hawkins, in
addition to all the usual advantages of perfect beauty and
merit, was in
possession of an independent fortune, of so many thousands as
would always be
called ten; a point of some dignity, as well as some
convenience: the
story told well; he had not thrown himself away--he had
gained a woman of 10,000 l. or
thereabouts; and he had gained her
with such delightful rapidity-- the first hour of introduction
had been
so very soon followed by distinguishing notice; the history
which
he had to give Mrs. Cole of the rise and progress of the
affair
was so glorious--the steps so quick, from the accidental rencontre,
to the dinner at Mr. Green's, and the party at Mrs.
Brown's--smiles
and blushes rising in importance-- with consciousness and agitation
richly
scattered--the lady had been so easily impressed--so sweetly
disposed--had in short, to use a most intelligible phrase,
been
so very ready to have him, that vanity and prudence were
equally
contented.
He had caught both
substance and
shadow--both fortune and affection, and was just the happy man
he ought to
be; talking only of himself and his own concerns--expecting to
be
congratulated--ready to be laughed at--and, with cordial,
fearless
smiles, now addressing all the young ladies of the place, to
whom, a few weeks ago, he would have been more cautiously
gallant.
The wedding was no
distant event, as the
parties had only themselves to please, and nothing but the
necessary
preparations to wait for; and when he set out for Bath again,
there was a general expectation, which a certain glance of
Mrs. Cole's
did not seem to contradict, that when he next entered Highbury
he
would bring his bride.
During his present short
stay, Emma had
barely seen him; but just enough to feel that the first
meeting
was over, and to give her the impression of his not being
improved
by the mixture of pique and pretension, now spread over his
air. She was, in
fact, beginning very much to wonder that she
had ever thought him pleasing at all; and his sight was so
inseparably
connected with some very disagreeable feelings, that, except
in a
moral light, as a penance, a lesson, a source of profitable
humiliation to her own mind, she would have been thankful to
be
assured of never seeing him again. She wished him very well;
but he gave
her pain, and his welfare twenty miles off would administer
most
satisfaction.
The pain of his
continued residence in
Highbury, however, must certainly be lessened by his marriage. Many vain solicitudes
would be prevented-- many awkwardnesses smoothed by it. A Mrs. Elton would be an
excuse for any change of intercourse; former
intimacy might sink without remark. It would be almost
beginning their life
of civility again.
Of the lady,
individually, Emma thought
very little. She
was good enough for Mr. Elton, no doubt;
accomplished enough for Highbury-- handsome enough--to look
plain,
probably, by Harriet's side. As to connexion, there Emma was
perfectly easy; persuaded, that after all his own vaunted
claims
and disdain of Harriet, he had done nothing.
On that article, truth seemed
attainable. What she was, must be uncertain; but who
she was, might be found out; and setting aside the 10,000 l., it did
not appear that she was at all Harriet's superior. She brought no name, no
blood, no alliance. Miss Hawkins was the youngest of the two
daughters of a Bristol-- merchant, of course, he must be
called;
but, as the whole of the profits of his mercantile life
appeared
so very moderate, it was not unfair to guess the dignity of
his
line of trade had been very moderate also.
Part of every winter she had been used to
spend in Bath; but Bristol was her home, the very heart
of Bristol; for though the father and mother had died some
years
ago, an uncle remained-- in the law line--nothing more
distinctly
honourable was hazarded of him, than that he was in the law
line; and with him the daughter had lived.
Emma guessed him to be the drudge of some
attorney, and too stupid to rise.
And all the grandeur of the
connexion seemed dependent on the elder sister,
who was very well married, to a gentleman in a great way, near
Bristol, who kept two carriages! That was the wind-up of the
history;
that was the glory of Miss Hawkins.
Could she but have given
Harriet her
feelings about it all! She had talked her into love; but,
alas!
she was not so easily to be talked out of it.
The charm of an object to occupy the many
vacancies of Harriet's mind was not to be talked
away. He might be
superseded by another; he certainly would indeed;
nothing could be clearer; even a Robert Martin would
have been
sufficient; but nothing else, she feared, would cure her. Harriet was one of those,
who, having once begun, would be always in
love. And now, poor
girl! she was considerably worse from this
reappearance of Mr. Elton. She was always having a glimpse of
him
somewhere or other. Emma
saw him only once; but two or three times
every day Harriet was sure just to meet with him, or just to
miss him,
just to hear his voice, or see his shoulder, just to have
something occur to preserve him in her fancy, in all the
favouring
warmth of surprize and conjecture. She was, moreover,
perpetually hearing
about him; for, excepting when at Hartfield, she was always
among those
who saw no fault in Mr. Elton, and found nothing so
interesting as the
discussion of his concerns; and every report, therefore, every
guess--all that had already occurred, all that might occur in
the
arrangement of his affairs, comprehending income, servants,
and
furniture, was continually in agitation around her. Her regard was receiving
strength by invariable praise of him, and her
regrets kept alive, and feelings irritated by ceaseless repetitions of
Miss Hawkins's happiness, and continual observation of, how
much
he seemed attached!-- his air as he walked by the house--the
very sitting of his hat, being all in proof of how much he was
in
love!
Had it been allowable
entertainment, had
there been no pain to her friend, or reproach to herself,
in the waverings of Harriet's mind, Emma would have been
amused by its variations. Sometimes Mr. Elton predominated,
sometimes the Martins; and each was occasionally useful as a
check to
the other. Mr.
Elton's engagement had been the cure of the
agitation of meeting Mr. Martin. The unhappiness produced by
the
knowledge of that engagement had been a little put aside by
Elizabeth Martin's
calling at Mrs. Goddard's a few days afterwards. Harriet had not been at
home; but a note had been prepared and left for her, written
in the very style to touch; a small mixture of reproach, with
a
great deal of kindness; and till Mr. Elton himself appeared,
she
had been much occupied by it, continually pondering over what
could be done in return, and wishing to do more than she dared
to
confess. But Mr.
Elton, in person, had driven away all such
cares. While he
staid, the Martins were forgotten; and on the
very morning of his setting off for Bath again, Emma, to
dissipate some
of the distress it occasioned, judged it best for her to
return
Elizabeth Martin's visit.
How that visit was to be
acknowledged--what would be necessary-- and what might be
safest, had been a
point of some doubtful consideration.
Absolute neglect of the mother and sisters, when
invited to come, would be
ingratitude. It
must not be: and yet the danger of a renewal of the
acquaintance!--
After much thinking, she
could determine
on nothing better, than Harriet's returning the visit; but in
a way that,
if they had understanding, should convince them that it was to
be
only a formal acquaintance. She meant to take her in the
carriage,
leave her at the Abbey Mill, while she drove a little farther,
and
call for her again so soon, as to allow no time for insidious
applications or dangerous recurrences to the past, and give
the
most decided proof of what degree of intimacy was chosen for the
future.
She could think of
nothing better: and
though there was something in it which her own heart could not
approve--something of ingratitude, merely glossed over--it
must be done, or
what would become of Harriet?
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