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Chapter 26
Frank Churchill came back again;
and if
he kept his father's dinner waiting, it was not known at
Hartfield; for Mrs. Weston was too anxious for his being a
favourite with Mr. Woodhouse, to betray any imperfection which
could
be concealed.
He came back, had had
his hair cut, and
laughed at himself with a very good grace, but without seeming
really at all ashamed of what he had done.
He had no reason to wish his hair
longer, to conceal any confusion of face; no
reason to wish the money unspent, to improve his spirits. He was quite as undaunted
and as lively as ever; and, after seeing him, Emma
thus moralised to herself:--
"I do not know whether
it ought to
be so, but certainly silly things do cease to be silly if they
are done by
sensible people in an impudent way.
Wickedness is always wickedness, but folly is
not always folly.--It depends upon the
character of those who handle it. Mr. Knightley, he is not a
trifling,
silly young man. If
he were, he would have done this
differently. He
would either have
gloried in the achievement, or been ashamed of
it. There would
have been either the ostentation of a coxcomb, or
the evasions of a mind too weak to defend its own
vanities.--No, I
am perfectly sure that he is not trifling or silly."
With Tuesday came the
agreeable prospect
of seeing him again, and for a longer time than hitherto; of
judging of his general manners, and by inference, of the
meaning of his
manners towards herself; of guessing how soon it might be
necessary for her to throw coldness into her air; and of
fancying what the
observations of all those might be, who were now seeing them
together for the first time.
She meant to be very
happy, in spite of
the scene being laid at Mr. Cole's; and without being able to
forget that among the failings of Mr. Elton, even in the days
of his
favour, none had disturbed her more than his propensity to
dine
with Mr. Cole.
Her father's comfort was
amply secured,
Mrs. Bates as well as Mrs. Goddard being able to come; and her
last pleasing duty, before she left the house, was to pay
her respects to them as they sat together after dinner; and
while her father was fondly noticing the beauty of her dress,
to
make the two ladies all the amends in her power, by helping
them
to large slices of cake and full glasses of wine, for whatever
unwilling self-denial his care of their constitution might
have
obliged them to practise during the meal.--She had provided a
plentiful dinner for them; she wished she could know that they
had
been allowed to eat it.
She followed another
carriage to Mr.
Cole's door; and was pleased to see that it was Mr.
Knightley's; for
Mr. Knightley keeping no horses, having little spare money and
a great deal of health, activity, and independence, was too
apt,
in Emma's opinion, to get about as he could, and not use his
carriage so often as became the owner of Donwell Abbey. She had an opportunity now
of speaking her approbation while warm from her
heart, for he stopped to hand her out.
"This is coming as you
should
do," said she; "like a gentleman.-- I am quite glad to see
you."
He thanked her,
observing, "How
lucky that we should arrive at the same moment! for, if we had
met first in the
drawing-room, I doubt whether you would have discerned me to
be more
of a gentleman than usual.-- You might not have distinguished
how I
came, by my look or manner."
"Yes I should, I am sure
I
should. There is
always a look of consciousness or bustle when people come
in a way which they know to be beneath them.
You think you carry it off very well, I dare
say, but with you it is a sort of bravado, an
air of affected unconcern; I always observe it whenever I meet
you
under those circumstances. Now you have nothing to try for. You are not afraid of
being supposed ashamed. You
are not striving to look taller than any
body else. Now I
shall really be very happy to walk into
the same room with you."
"Nonsensical girl!" was
his
reply, but not at all in anger.
Emma had as much reason
to be satisfied
with the rest of the party as with Mr. Knightley. She was received with a
cordial respect which could not but please, and given
all the consequence she could wish for.
When the Westons arrived, the kindest looks of
love, the strongest of admiration were for
her, from both husband and wife; the son approached her with a
cheerful
eagerness which marked her as his peculiar object, and at
dinner she found him seated by her--and, as she firmly
believed, not
without some dexterity on his side.
The party was rather
large, as it
included one other family, a proper unobjectionable country
family, whom the
Coles had the advantage of naming among their acquaintance,
and the
male part of Mr. Cox's family, the lawyer of Highbury. The less worthy females
were to come in the evening, with Miss Bates, Miss
Fairfax, and Miss Smith; but already, at dinner, they were too
numerous for any subject of conversation to be general; and,
while politics and Mr. Elton were talked over, Emma could
fairly
surrender all her attention to the pleasantness of her
neighbour. The
first remote sound to which she felt herself obliged to
attend, was
the name of Jane Fairfax. Mrs. Cole seemed to be relating
something of her that was expected to be very interesting. She
listened, and found it well worth
listening to. That very dear part of Emma, her fancy,
received an amusing supply. Mrs. Cole was telling that she had
been
calling on Miss Bates, and as soon as she entered the room had
been struck by the sight of a pianoforte--a very elegant
looking
instrument--not a grand, but a large-sized square pianoforte; and
the substance of the story, the end of all the dialogue which
ensued
of surprize, and inquiry, and congratulations on her side, and
explanations on Miss Bates's, was, that this pianoforte had arrived
from Broadwood's the day
before, to the great astonishment of both aunt
and niece--entirely unexpected; that at first, by Miss Bates's
account,
Jane herself was quite at a loss, quite bewildered to think
who
could possibly have ordered it-- but now, they were both
perfectly
satisfied that it could be from only one quarter;--of course
it must be from
Colonel Campbell.
"One can suppose nothing
else," added Mrs. Cole, "and I was only surprized that there
could ever have
been a doubt. But
Jane, it seems, had a letter from them very
lately, and not a word was said about it.
She knows their ways best; but I should not
consider their silence as any reason for their not meaning
to make the present. They might chuse to surprize her."
Mrs. Cole had many to
agree with her;
every body who spoke on the subject was equally convinced that
it
must come from Colonel Campbell, and equally rejoiced that
such a present
had been made; and there were enough ready to speak to allow
Emma
to think her own way, and still listen to Mrs. Cole.
"I declare, I do not
know when I
have heard any thing that has given me more satisfaction!--It
always has
quite hurt me that Jane Fairfax, who plays so delightfully,
should not
have an instrument. It seemed quite a shame, especially
considering how many houses there are where fine instruments
are
absolutely thrown away. This is like giving ourselves a slap,
to
be sure! and it was but yesterday I was telling Mr. Cole, I
really was ashamed to look at our new grand pianoforte in
the drawing-room, while I do not know one note from another,
and
our little girls, who are but just beginning, perhaps may
never
make any thing of it; and there is poor Jane Fairfax, who is
mistress of music, has not any thing of the nature of an
instrument, not even the pitifullest old spinet in the world, to amuse
herself with.--I was saying this to Mr. Cole but yesterday,
and he quite
agreed with me; only he is so particularly fond of music that
he
could not help indulging himself in the purchase, hoping that
some of our good neighbours might be so obliging occasionally
to put it to
a better use than we can; and that really is the reason why
the
instrument was bought-- or else I am sure we ought to be
ashamed
of it.--We are in great hopes that Miss Woodhouse may be
prevailed with to try it this evening."
Miss Woodhouse made the
proper
acquiescence; and finding that nothing more was to be
entrapped from any
communication of Mrs. Cole's, turned to Frank Churchill.
"Why do you smile?" said
she.
"Nay, why do you?"
"Me!--I suppose I smile
for
pleasure at Colonel Campbell's being so rich and so
liberal.--It is a
handsome present."
"Very."
"I rather wonder that it
was never
made before."
"Perhaps Miss Fairfax
has never
been staying here so long before."
"Or that he did not give
her the
use of their own instrument-- which must now be shut up in
London,
untouched by any body."
"That is a grand
pianoforte, and he
might think it too large for Mrs. Bates's house."
"You may say what you
chuse--but
your countenance testifies that your thoughts on this subject
are
very much like mine."
"I do not know. I rather believe you are
giving me more
credit for acuteness than I deserve.
I smile because you smile, and shall
probably suspect whatever I find you suspect; but
at present I do not see what there is to question. If Colonel Campbell is not
the person, who
can be?"
"What do you say to Mrs.
Dixon?"
"Mrs. Dixon! very true
indeed. I had not
thought of Mrs. Dixon. She must know as well as her father,
how
acceptable an instrument would be; and perhaps the mode of it,
the mystery, the surprize, is more like a young woman's scheme
than
an elderly man's. It is Mrs. Dixon, I dare say. I told you that your
suspicions would guide mine."
"If so, you must extend
your
suspicions and comprehend Mr. Dixon in them."
"Mr. Dixon.--Very well. Yes, I immediately
perceive that it must be the joint present of Mr. and Mrs.
Dixon. We were
speaking the other day, you know, of his being so
warm an admirer of her performance."
"Yes, and what you told
me on that
head, confirmed an idea which I had entertained before.--I do
not mean
to reflect upon the good intentions of either Mr. Dixon or
Miss
Fairfax, but I cannot help suspecting either that, after
making his
proposals to her friend, he had the misfortune to fall in love
with her, or that he became conscious of a little attachment
on her
side. One might
guess twenty things without guessing exactly
the right; but I am sure there must be a particular cause for
her
chusing to come to Highbury instead of going with the
Campbells to
Ireland. Here, she
must be leading a life of privation and penance;
there it would have been all enjoyment.
As to the pretence of trying her native air,
I look upon that as a mere excuse.--In the
summer it might have passed; but what can any body's native
air do
for them in the months of January, February, and March? Good fires and carriages
would be much more to the purpose in most
cases of delicate health, and I dare say in her's. I do not
require you
to adopt all my suspicions, though you make so noble a
profession of
doing it, but I honestly tell you what they are."
"And, upon my word, they
have an
air of great probability. Mr. Dixon's preference of her music
to
her friend's, I can answer for being very decided."
"And then, he saved her
life. Did you ever
hear of that?-- A water party; and by some accident she
was falling overboard. He caught her."
"He did.
I was there--one of the party."
"Were you
really?--Well!--But you
observed nothing of course, for it seems to be a new idea to
you.--If I had been there, I think I should have made some
discoveries."
"I dare say you would;
but I,
simple I, saw nothing but the fact, that Miss Fairfax was
nearly dashed from
the vessel and that Mr. Dixon caught her.--It was the work of
a
moment. And though
the consequent shock and alarm was very great and much
more durable--indeed I believe it was half an hour before any
of us were comfortable again-- yet that was too general a
sensation for
any thing of peculiar anxiety to be observable. I do not mean to say,
however, that you might not have made discoveries."
The conversation was
here
interrupted. They
were called on to
share in the awkwardness of a rather long
interval between the courses, and obliged to be as formal and
as
orderly as the others; but when the table was again safely
covered, when
every corner dish was placed exactly right, and occupation and ease
were generally restored, Emma said,
"The arrival of this
pianoforte is
decisive with me. I
wanted to know a little more, and this tells me quite
enough. Depend upon
it, we shall soon hear that it is a present
from Mr. and Mrs. Dixon."
"And if the Dixons
should
absolutely deny all knowledge of it we must conclude it to
come from the
Campbells."
"No, I am sure it is not
from the
Campbells. Miss
Fairfax knows it is not from the Campbells, or they would
have been guessed at first. She would not have been puzzled,
had she
dared fix on them. I may not have convinced you perhaps,
but I am perfectly convinced myself that Mr. Dixon is a
principal in
the business."
"Indeed you injure me if
you
suppose me unconvinced. Your
reasonings carry my judgment along with them
entirely. At first,
while I supposed you satisfied that Colonel
Campbell was the giver, I saw it only as paternal kindness,
and thought
it the most natural thing in the world.
But when you mentioned Mrs. Dixon, I felt how
much more probable that it should be the tribute
of warm female friendship. And now I can see it in no other
light
than as an offering of love."
There was no occasion to
press the
matter farther. The
conviction seemed real; he looked as if he felt
it. She said no
more, other subjects took their turn; and the
rest of the dinner passed away; the dessert succeeded, the
children came
in, and were talked to and admired amid the usual rate of
conversation; a few clever things said, a few downright silly,
but
by much the larger proportion neither the one nor the
other--nothing
worse than everyday remarks, dull repetitions, old news, and
heavy
jokes.
The ladies had not been
long in the
drawing-room, before the other ladies, in their different
divisions,
arrived. Emma
watched the entree of her own particular little friend; and if
she
could not exult in her dignity and grace, she could not only
love the
blooming sweetness and the artless manner, but could most
heartily
rejoice in that light, cheerful, unsentimental disposition
which allowed
her so many alleviations of pleasure, in the midst of the
pangs
of disappointed affection. There she sat--and who would have
guessed how many tears she had
been lately shedding? To
be in company, nicely dressed herself and seeing others nicely
dressed, to sit
and smile and look pretty, and say nothing, was enough for the
happiness of the present hour. Jane Fairfax did look and move
superior;
but Emma suspected she might have been glad to change feelings
with Harriet, very glad to have purchased the mortification of
having loved--yes, of having loved even Mr. Elton in vain--by
the
surrender of all the dangerous pleasure of knowing herself
beloved by
the husband of her friend.
In so large a party it
was not necessary
that Emma should approach her. She did not wish to speak of
the
pianoforte, she felt too much in the secret herself, to think
the
appearance of curiosity or interest fair, and therefore
purposely kept at a distance; but by the others, the subject
was
almost immediately introduced, and she saw the blush of
consciousness
with which congratulations were received, the blush of guilt
which
accompanied the name of "my excellent friend Colonel Campbell."
Mrs. Weston,
kind-hearted and musical,
was particularly interested by the circumstance, and Emma
could not
help being amused at her perseverance in dwelling on the
subject;
and having so much to ask and to say as to tone, touch, and
pedal,
totally unsuspicious of that wish of saying as little about
it as possible, which she plainly read in the fair heroine's
countenance.
They were soon joined by
some of the
gentlemen; and the very first of the early was Frank Churchill. In he walked, the first
and the handsomest; and after paying his compliments en
passant to Miss Bates and her niece, made his way directly to
the
opposite side of the circle, where sat Miss Woodhouse; and till he
could find a seat by her, would not sit at all. Emma divined what every
body present must be thinking.
She was his object, and every body must
perceive it. She introduced him to her friend, Miss
Smith, and, at convenient moments afterwards, heard
what each
thought
of the other. "He
had never seen so lovely a face, and was
delighted with her naivete." And she, "Only to be sure it was
paying him too great a compliment, but she did think there
were some looks
a little like Mr. Elton." Emma restrained her indignation, and
only turned from her in silence.
Smiles of intelligence
passed between
her and the gentleman on first glancing towards Miss Fairfax;
but it
was most prudent to avoid speech. He told her that he had been
impatient
to leave the dining-room-- hated sitting long--was always the
first
to move when he could-- that his father, Mr. Knightley, Mr.
Cox,
and Mr. Cole, were left very busy over parish business--that
as
long as he had staid, however, it had been pleasant enough, as
he had found them in general a set of gentlemanlike, sensible
men;
and spoke so handsomely of Highbury altogether--thought it so
abundant in agreeable families-- that Emma began to feel she
had been
used to despise the place rather too much.
She questioned him as to the society in
Yorkshire-- the extent of the neighbourhood about
Enscombe, and the sort; and could make out from his answers
that, as far as Enscombe was concerned, there was very little
going on, that their visitings were among a range of great
families,
none very near; and that even when days were fixed, and
invitations
accepted, it was an even chance that Mrs. Churchill were not
in
health and spirits for going; that they made a point of
visiting no
fresh person; and that, though he had his separate engagements,
it was not without difficulty, without considerable address at
times,
that he could get away, or introduce an acquaintance for a
night.
She saw that Enscombe
could not satisfy,
and that Highbury, taken at its best, might reasonably please
a young man who had more retirement at home than he liked. His importance at Enscombe
was very evident. He
did not boast, but it naturally betrayed
itself, that he had persuaded his aunt where his
uncle could do nothing, and on her laughing and noticing it,
he
owned that he believed (excepting one or two points) he could
with time
persuade her to any thing. One of those points on which his
influence failed, he then mentioned. He had wanted very much
to go
abroad--had been very eager indeed to be allowed to
travel--but she would
not hear of it. This
had happened the year before.
Now, he said, he was beginning to have no
longer the same wish.
The unpersuadable point,
which he did
not mention, Emma guessed to be good behaviour to his father.
"I have made a most
wretched
discovery," said he, after a short pause.-- "I have been here
a week
to-morrow--half my time. I
never knew days fly so fast.
A week to-morrow!--And I have hardly begun
to enjoy myself. But
just got acquainted with Mrs. Weston, and
others!-- I hate the recollection."
"Perhaps you may now
begin to
regret that you spent one whole day, out of so few, in having
your hair
cut."
"No," said he, smiling,
"that is no subject of regret at all. I have no pleasure in
seeing my friends,
unless I can believe myself fit to be seen."
The rest of the
gentlemen being now in
the room, Emma found herself obliged to turn from him for a
few
minutes, and listen to Mr. Cole. When Mr. Cole had moved away,
and her
attention could be restored as before, she saw Frank Churchill
looking intently across the room at Miss Fairfax, who was sitting
exactly
opposite.
"What is the matter?"
said
she.
He started. "Thank you for rousing
me," he
replied. "I
believe I have been very rude; but really Miss
Fairfax has done her hair in so odd a way--so very odd a
way--that
I cannot keep my eyes from her.
I never saw any thing so outrée!--Those
curls!--This must be a fancy of her own.
I see nobody else looking like her!-- I
must go and ask her whether it is an
Irish fashion. Shall
I?-- Yes, I will--I declare I will--and you
shall see how she takes it;-- whether she colours."
He was gone immediately;
and Emma soon
saw him standing before Miss Fairfax, and talking to her; but
as to
its effect on the young lady, as he had improvidently placed
himself
exactly between them, exactly in front of Miss Fairfax, she
could
absolutely distinguish nothing.
Before he could return
to his chair, it
was taken by Mrs. Weston.
"This is the luxury of a
large
party," said she:--"one can get near every body, and say every
thing. My dear
Emma, I am longing to talk to you.
I have been making discoveries and forming
plans, just like yourself, and I must tell them
while the idea is fresh. Do you know how Miss Bates and her
niece
came here?"
"How?--They were
invited, were not
they?"
"Oh! yes--but how they
were
conveyed hither?--the manner of their coming?"
"They walked, I conclude. How else could they come?"
"Very true.--Well, a
little while
ago it occurred to me how very sad it would be to have Jane
Fairfax walking
home again, late at night, and cold as the nights are now. And as I looked at her,
though I never saw her appear to more advantage,
it struck me that she was heated, and would therefore be
particularly liable to take cold. Poor girl!
I could not bear the idea of it; so, as soon
as Mr. Weston came into the room, and I could get at
him, I spoke to him about the carriage.
You may guess how readily he came into my
wishes; and having his approbation, I made my
way directly to Miss Bates, to assure her that the carriage
would be
at her service before it took us home; for I thought it would
be
making her comfortable at once. Good soul! she was as grateful
as possible,
you may be sure. `Nobody was ever so fortunate as
herself!'--but with many, many thanks--`there was no occasion
to
trouble us, for Mr. Knightley's carriage had brought, and was
to take
them home again.' I
was quite surprized;-- very glad, I am sure;
but really quite surprized. Such a very kind attention--and so
thoughtful an attention!-- the sort of thing that so few men
would
think of. And, in
short, from knowing his usual ways, I am very
much inclined to think that it was for their accommodation the
carriage was used at all. I do suspect he would not have had a
pair of horses for himself, and that it was only as an excuse
for
assisting them."
"Very likely," said
Emma--"nothing more likely. I
know
no man more likely than Mr. Knightley to do the
sort of thing--to do any thing really good-natured, useful,
considerate, or benevolent. He is not a gallant man, but he is
a
very humane one; and this, considering Jane Fairfax's
ill-health,
would appear a case of humanity to him;--and for an act of
unostentatious kindness, there is nobody whom I would fix on
more
than on Mr. Knightley. I know he had horses to-day--for we
arrived together; and I laughed at him about it, but he said
not a word
that could betray."
"Well," said Mrs.
Weston, smiling,
"you give him credit for more simple, disinterested
benevolence
in this instance than I do; for while Miss Bates was speaking,
a
suspicion darted into my head, and I have never been able to
get it out
again. The more I
think of it, the more probable it
appears. In short,
I have made a match between Mr. Knightley and Jane
Fairfax. See the
consequence of keeping you company!--What do you say
to it?"
"Mr. Knightley and Jane
Fairfax!" exclaimed Emma. "Dear
Mrs. Weston, how could you think of such a
thing?--Mr. Knightley!--Mr. Knightley must not marry!--You
would not have
little Henry cut out from Donwell?-- Oh! no, no, Henry must
have
Donwell. I cannot
at all consent to Mr. Knightley's marrying; and I am sure
it is not at all likely. I am amazed that you should think of
such a thing."
"My dear Emma, I have
told you what
led me to think of it. I do not want the match--I do not want
to injure dear little Henry-- but the idea has been given me
by
circumstances; and if Mr. Knightley really wished to marry,
you would not
have him refrain on Henry's account, a boy of six years old,
who
knows nothing of the matter?"
"Yes, I would. I could not bear to have
Henry supplanted.-- Mr. Knightley marry!--No, I have never
had such an idea, and I cannot adopt it now.
And Jane Fairfax, too, of all women!"
"Nay, she has always
been a first
favourite with him, as you very well know."
"But the imprudence of
such a
match!"
"I am not speaking of
its prudence;
merely its probability."
"I see no probability in
it, unless
you have any better foundation than what you mention. His good-nature, his
humanity, as I tell you, would be quite enough to account for
the
horses. He has a
great regard for the Bateses, you know,
independent of Jane Fairfax-- and is always glad to shew them
attention. My dear
Mrs. Weston, do not take to match-making.
You do it very ill.
Jane Fairfax mistress of the Abbey!--Oh!
no, no;--every
feeling revolts. For
his own sake, I would not have him do so mad a
thing."
"Imprudent, if you
please--but not
mad. Excepting
inequality of fortune, and perhaps a little disparity of age,
I
can see nothing unsuitable."
"But Mr. Knightley does
not want to
marry. I am sure he
has not the least idea of it.
Do not put it into his head.
Why should he marry?-- He is as happy as
possible by himself;
with his farm, and his sheep, and his library, and all the
parish to
manage; and he is extremely fond of his brother's children. He has no occasion to
marry, either to fill up his time or his
heart."
"My dear Emma, as long
as he thinks
so, it is so; but if he really loves Jane Fairfax--"
"Nonsense! He does not care about
Jane Fairfax. In
the way of love, I am sure he does not.
He would do any good to her, or her family;
but--"
"Well," said Mrs.
Weston,
laughing, "perhaps the greatest good he could do them, would
be to give Jane
such a respectable home."
"If it would be good to
her, I am
sure it would be evil to himself; a very shameful and
degrading
connexion. How
would he bear to have Miss Bates belonging to him?--To have
her haunting the Abbey, and thanking him all day long for his
great kindness in marrying Jane?-- 'So very kind and obliging!--But he
always had been such a very kind neighbour!'
And then fly off, through half a
sentence, to her mother's old petticoat.
`Not that it was such a very old petticoat
either--for still it would
last a great while--and, indeed, she must thankfully say that
their
petticoats were all very strong.'"
"For shame, Emma! Do not mimic her. You divert me
against my conscience. And,
upon my word, I do not think Mr.
Knightley would be much disturbed by Miss Bates. Little things do not
irritate him. She might talk on; and if he wanted to
say any thing himself, he would only talk louder, and drown
her
voice. But the
question is not, whether it would be a bad connexion for
him, but whether he wishes it; and I think he does. I have heard him speak,
and so must you, so very highly of Jane Fairfax!
The
interest he takes in her-- his anxiety about her health--his
concern that she should have no happier prospect! I have heard him express
himself so warmly on those points!--Such an admirer of her
performance on the pianoforte, and of her voice! I have heard him say that
he could listen to
her for ever. Oh!
and I had almost forgotten one idea that
occurred to me--this pianoforte that has been
sent here by somebody-- though we have all been so well
satisfied to consider it a present from the Campbells, may it
not be from
Mr. Knightley? I
cannot help suspecting him.
I think he is just the person to do
it, even without being in love."
"Then it can be no
argument to
prove that he is in love. But I do not think it is at all a
likely
thing for him to do. Mr. Knightley does nothing
mysteriously."
"I have heard him
lamenting her
having no instrument repeatedly; oftener than I should suppose
such a
circumstance would, in the common course of things, occur to
him."
"Very well; and if he
had intended
to give her one, he would have told her so."
"There might be scruples
of
delicacy, my dear Emma. I
have a very strong notion that it comes from
him. I am sure he
was particularly silent when Mrs. Cole told us of it at
dinner."
"You take up an idea,
Mrs. Weston,
and run away with it; as you have many a time reproached me
with
doing. I see no
sign of attachment-- I believe nothing of the pianoforte--and
proof only shall convince me that Mr. Knightley has any
thought of
marrying Jane Fairfax."
They combated the point
some time longer
in the same way; Emma rather gaining ground over the mind of
her
friend; for Mrs. Weston was the most used of the two to yield;
till
a little bustle in the room shewed them that tea was over, and
the instrument
in preparation;-- and at the same moment Mr. Cole
approaching to entreat Miss Woodhouse would do them the honour
of trying
it. Frank
Churchill, of whom, in the eagerness of her conversation
with Mrs. Weston, she had been seeing nothing, except that he
had found
a seat by Miss Fairfax,
followed Mr. Cole, to add his very
pressing entreaties; and as, in every respect, it suited Emma
best to
lead, she gave a very proper compliance.
She knew the limitations
of her own
powers too well to attempt more than she could perform with
credit;
she wanted neither taste nor spirit in the little things which
are generally acceptable, and could accompany her own voice
well. One
accompaniment to her song took her agreeably by surprize--a
second, slightly but correctly taken by Frank Churchill. Her pardon was duly begged
at the close of the song, and every thing usual
followed. He was
accused of having a delightful voice, and a
perfect knowledge of music; which was properly denied; and
that he
knew nothing of the matter, and had no voice at all, roundly
asserted. They sang
together once more; and Emma would then resign
her place to Miss Fairfax, whose performance, both vocal and
instrumental, she never could attempt to conceal from herself,
was
infinitely superior to her own.
With mixed feelings, she
seated herself
at a little distance from the numbers round the instrument, to
listen. Frank
Churchill sang again. They had sung together once or twice, it
appeared, at Weymouth. But the sight of Mr. Knightley among
the
most attentive, soon drew away half Emma's mind; and she fell into
a train of thinking on the subject of Mrs. Weston's
suspicions, to which the sweet sounds of the united voices
gave only
momentary interruptions. Her objections to Mr. Knightley's
marrying did not in the least subside. She could see nothing
but evil in
it. It would be a
great disappointment to Mr. John Knightley;
consequently to Isabella. A real injury to the children--a
most
mortifying change, and material loss to them all;--a very
great deduction from her father's daily comfort--and, as to
herself, she could not at all endure the idea of Jane Fairfax
at
Donwell Abbey. A
Mrs. Knightley for them all to give way to!--No--Mr.
Knightley must never marry. Little Henry must remain the heir
of
Donwell.
Presently Mr. Knightley
looked back, and
came and sat down by her. They talked at first only of the
performance. His
admiration was certainly very warm; yet she
thought, but for Mrs. Weston, it would not have struck her. As a sort of touchstone,
however, she began to speak of his kindness in
conveying the aunt and niece; and though his answer was in the
spirit
of cutting the matter short, she believed it to indicate only
his
disinclination to dwell on any kindness of his own.
"I often feel concern,"
said
she, "that I dare not make our carriage more useful on such
occasions. It is
not that I am without the wish; but you know how impossible my
father
would deem it that James should put-to for such a purpose."
"Quite out of the
question, quite
out of the question," he replied;-- "but you must often wish
it, I am
sure." And he
smiled with such seeming pleasure at the conviction, that
she must proceed another step.
"This present from the
Campbells,"
said she--"this pianoforte is very kindly given."
"Yes," he replied, and
without
the smallest apparent embarrassment.-- "But they would have
done better
had they given her notice of it. Surprizes are foolish things. The pleasure is not
enhanced, and the inconvenience is often
considerable. I
should have expected
better judgment in Colonel Campbell."
From that moment, Emma
could have taken
her oath that Mr. Knightley had had no concern in giving the
instrument. But
whether he were entirely free from peculiar
attachment--whether there were no actual preference--remained
a
little longer doubtful. Towards the end of Jane's second song,
her voice grew thick.
"That will do," said he,
when
it was finished, thinking aloud-- "you have sung quite enough
for one
evening--now be quiet."
Another song, however,
was soon begged
for. "One
more;--they would not fatigue Miss Fairfax on any account,
and would only ask for one more."
And Frank Churchill was heard to say, "I
think you could manage this without effort; the first
part is so very trifling. The strength of the song falls on
the
second."
Mr. Knightley grew angry.
"That fellow," said he,
indignantly, "thinks of nothing but shewing off his own voice. This must not be." And touching Miss
Bates, who at that moment passed
near--"Miss Bates, are you mad, to let your niece sing herself
hoarse in this
manner? Go, and
interfere. They have no mercy on her."
Miss Bates, in her real
anxiety for
Jane, could hardly stay even to be grateful, before she stept
forward
and put an end to all farther singing.
Here ceased the concert part of the
evening, for Miss Woodhouse and Miss Fairfax were
the only young lady performers; but soon (within five minutes)
the
proposal of dancing-- originating nobody exactly knew
where--was so effectually promoted by Mr. and Mrs. Cole, that
every thing
was rapidly clearing away, to give proper space. Mrs. Weston, capital in
her country-dances, was seated, and beginning an
irresistible waltz; and Frank Churchill, coming up with most
becoming gallantry
to Emma, had secured her hand, and led her up to the top.
While waiting till the
other young
people could pair themselves off, Emma found time, in spite of
the
compliments she was receiving on her voice and her taste, to
look about, and
see what became of Mr. Knightley. This would be a trial. He was no dancer in
general. If he were
to be very alert in engaging Jane Fairfax now,
it might augur something. There was no immediate appearance. No; he was talking to Mrs.
Cole-- he was looking on unconcerned; Jane was
asked by somebody else, and he was still talking to Mrs. Cole.
Emma had no longer an
alarm for Henry;
his interest was yet safe; and she led off the dance with
genuine
spirit and enjoyment. Not more than five couple could be
mustered; but the rarity and the suddenness of it made it very
delightful, and she found herself well matched in a partner. They were a couple worth
looking at.
Two dances,
unfortunately, were all that
could be allowed. It was growing late, and Miss Bates
became anxious to get home, on her mother's account. After some attempts,
therefore, to be permitted to begin again, they were
obliged to thank Mrs. Weston, look sorrowful, and have done.
"Perhaps it is as well,"
said
Frank Churchill, as he attended Emma to her carriage. "I must have asked Miss
Fairfax, and her
languid dancing would not have agreed with me,
after your's."
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