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Chapter 41
In
this state of schemes, and hopes, and connivance, June opened upon
Hartfield. To Highbury in general it brought no material
change.
The Eltons were still talking of a visit from the Sucklings, and of the
use to be made of their barouche-landau; and Jane Fairfax
was still at
her grandmother's; and as the return of the Campbells from Ireland was
again delayed, and August, instead of Midsummer, fixed for it, she was
likely to remain there full two months longer, provided at least she
were able to defeat Mrs. Elton's activity in her service, and save
herself from being hurried into a delightful situation against her will.
Mr. Knightley, who, for some reason best known to himself, had
certainly taken an early dislike to Frank Churchill, was only growing
to dislike him more. He began to suspect him of some double
dealing in his pursuit of Emma. That Emma was his object
appeared
indisputable. Every thing declared it; his own attentions, his father's
hints, his
mother-in-law's guarded silence; it was all in unison; words, conduct,
discretion, and indiscretion, told the same story. But while so many
were devoting him to Emma, and Emma herself making
him over to Harriet, Mr. Knightley began to suspect him of some
inclination to trifle with Jane Fairfax. He could not
understand
it; but there were symptoms of intelligence between them--he thought so
at least-- symptoms of admiration on his side, which, having once
observed, he could not persuade himself to think entirely void of
meaning, however he might wish to escape any of Emma's errors of
imagination. She was not present when the suspicion first
arose.
He was dining with the Randalls family, and Jane, at the Eltons'; and
he had seen a look, more than a single look, at Miss Fairfax, which,
from the admirer of Miss Woodhouse, seemed somewhat out of place. When
he was again in their company, he could not help remembering what he
had seen; nor could he avoid observations which, unless it were like Cowper and his fire at twilight,
brought him yet stronger suspicion
of there being a
something of
private liking, of private understanding even, between Frank Churchill
and Jane.
He had walked up one day after dinner, as he very often did, to spend
his evening at Hartfield. Emma and Harriet were going to
walk; he
joined them; and, on returning, they fell in with a larger party, who,
like themselves, judged it wisest to take their exercise early, as the
weather threatened rain; Mr. and Mrs. Weston and their son, Miss Bates
and her niece, who had accidentally met. They all united; and, on
reaching Hartfield gates, Emma, who knew it was exactly the sort of
visiting that would be welcome to her father, pressed them all to go in
and drink tea with him. The Randalls party agreed to it
immediately; and after a pretty long speech from Miss Bates, which few
persons listened to, she also found it possible to accept dear Miss
Woodhouse's most obliging invitation.
As they were turning into the grounds, Mr. Perry passed by on
horseback. The gentlemen spoke of his horse.
"By the bye," said Frank Churchill to Mrs. Weston presently, "what
became of Mr. Perry's plan of setting up his carriage?"
Mrs. Weston looked surprized, and said, "I did not know that he ever
had any such plan."
"Nay, I had it from you. You wrote me word of it three months
ago."
"Me! impossible!"
"Indeed you did. I remember it perfectly. You
mentioned it
as what was certainly to be very soon. Mrs. Perry had told
somebody, and was extremely happy about it. It was owing to
her
persuasion, as she thought his being out in bad weather did him a great
deal of harm. You must remember it now?"
"Upon my word I never heard of it till this moment."
"Never! really, never!--Bless me! how could it be?--Then I must have
dreamt it--but I was completely persuaded--Miss Smith, you walk as if
you were tired. You will not be sorry to find
yourself at home."
"What is this?--What is this?" cried Mr. Weston, "about Perry and a
carriage? Is Perry going to set up his carriage, Frank? I am
glad
he can afford it. You had it from himself, had you?"
"No, sir," replied his son, laughing, "I seem to have had it from
nobody.--Very odd!--I really was persuaded of Mrs. Weston's having
mentioned it in one of her letters to Enscombe, many weeks ago, with
all these particulars--but as she declares she never heard a syllable
of it before, of course it must have been a dream. I am a
great
dreamer. I dream of every body at Highbury when I am away--
and
when I have gone through my particular friends, then I begin dreaming
of Mr. and Mrs. Perry."
"It is odd though," observed his father, "that you should have had such
a regular connected dream about people whom it was not very likely you
should be thinking of at Enscombe. Perry's setting up his
carriage! and his wife's persuading him to it, out of care for his
health-- just what will happen, I have no doubt, some time or other;
only a
little premature. What an air of probability sometimes runs
through a dream! And at others, what a heap of absurdities it
is! Well, Frank, your dream certainly shews that Highbury
is
in your thoughts when you are absent. Emma, you are a great
dreamer, I think?"
Emma was out of hearing. She had hurried on before her guests
to
prepare her father for their appearance, and was beyond the reach of
Mr. Weston's hint.
"Why, to own the truth," cried Miss Bates, who had been trying in vain
to be heard the last two minutes, "if I must speak on this subject,
there is no denying that Mr. Frank Churchill might have--I do not mean
to say that he did not dream it--I am sure I have sometimes the oddest
dreams in the world--but if I am questioned about it, I must
acknowledge that there was such an idea last spring; for Mrs. Perry
herself mentioned it to my mother, and the Coles knew of it as well as
ourselves--but it was quite a secret, known to nobody else, and only
thought of about three days. Mrs. Perry was very anxious that he should
have a carriage, and came to my mother in great spirits one morning
because she thought she had prevailed. Jane, don't you
remember
grandmama's telling us of it when we got home? I forget where
we
had been walking to-- very likely to Randalls; yes, I think it was to
Randalls. Mrs. Perry was always particularly fond of my mother--indeed
I do not know who is not--and she had mentioned it to her in
confidence; she had no objection to her telling us, of course, but it
was not to go beyond: and, from that day to this, I never
mentioned it to a soul that I know of. At the same time, I
will
not positively answer for my having never dropt a hint, because I know
I do sometimes pop out a thing before I am aware. I am a
talker,
you know; I am rather a talker; and now and then I have let a thing
escape me which I should not. I am not like Jane; I wish I
were.
I will answer for it she never betrayed the least thing in the world.
Where is she?--Oh! just behind. Perfectly remember Mrs.
Perry's
coming.-- Extraordinary dream, indeed!"
They were entering the hall. Mr. Knightley's eyes had
preceded
Miss Bates's in a glance at Jane. From Frank Churchill's
face,
where he thought he saw confusion suppressed or laughed away, he had
involuntarily turned to hers; but she was indeed behind, and too busy
with her shawl. Mr. Weston had walked in. The two
other
gentlemen waited at the door to let her pass. Mr. Knightley
suspected in Frank Churchill the determination of catching her eye-- he
seemed watching her intently--in vain, however, if it were so-- Jane
passed between them into the hall, and looked at neither.
There was no time for farther remark or explanation. The
dream
must be borne with, and Mr. Knightley must take his seat with the rest
round the large modern circular table which Emma had introduced at
Hartfield, and which none but Emma could have had power to place there
and persuade her father to use, instead of the small-sized Pembroke, on
which two of his daily meals had, for forty years been crowded. Tea
passed pleasantly, and nobody seemed in a hurry to move.
"Miss Woodhouse," said Frank Churchill, after examining a table behind
him, which he could reach as he sat, "have your nephews taken away
their alphabets--their box of letters? It used to stand here.
Where is it? This is a sort of dull-looking evening, that
ought
to be treated rather as winter than summer. We had great
amusement with those letters one morning. I want to puzzle
you
again."
Emma was pleased with the thought; and producing the box, the table was
quickly scattered over with alphabets, which no one seemed so much
disposed to employ as their two selves. They were rapidly
forming
words for each other, or for any body else who would be puzzled. The
quietness of the game made it particularly eligible for Mr.
Woodhouse, who had often been distressed by the more animated sort,
which Mr. Weston had occasionally introduced, and who now sat happily
occupied in lamenting, with tender melancholy, over the departure of
the "poor little boys," or in fondly pointing out, as he took up any
stray letter near him, how beautifully Emma had written it.
Frank Churchill placed a word before Miss Fairfax. She gave a
slight glance round the table, and applied herself to it. Frank was
next to Emma, Jane opposite to them--and Mr. Knightley so placed as to
see them all; and it was his object to see as much as
he could, with as little apparent observation. The word was
discovered, and with a faint smile pushed away. If meant to
be
immediately mixed with the others, and buried from sight, she should
have looked on the table instead of looking just across, for it was not
mixed; and Harriet, eager after every fresh word, and finding out none,
directly took it up, and fell to work. She was sitting by Mr.
Knightley, and turned to him for help. The word was blunder; and as
Harriet exultingly proclaimed it, there was a blush on Jane's cheek
which gave it a meaning not otherwise ostensible. Mr.
Knightley connected it with the
dream;
but how it could all be, was beyond his comprehension. How the
delicacy, the discretion of his favourite could have been so lain
asleep! He feared there must be some decided
involvement.
Disingenuousness and double dealing seemed to meet him at every turn.
These letters were but the vehicle for gallantry and trick. It was a
child's play, chosen to conceal a deeper game on Frank Churchill's part.
With great indignation did he continue to observe him; with great alarm
and distrust, to observe also his two blinded companions. He saw a
short word prepared for Emma, and given to her with a look sly and
demure. He saw that Emma had soon made it out, and found it
highly entertaining, though it was something which she judged it proper
to appear to censure; for she said, "Nonsense! for shame!" He heard
Frank Churchill next say, with a glance towards Jane, "I will give it
to her--shall I?"--and as clearly heard Emma opposing it with eager
laughing warmth. "No, no, you must not; you shall not,
indeed."
It was done however. This gallant young man, who seemed to
love
without feeling, and to recommend himself without complaisance,
directly handed over the word to Miss Fairfax, and with a particular
degree of sedate civility entreated her to study it. Mr.
Knightley's excessive curiosity to know what this word might be, made
him seize every possible moment for darting his eye towards it, and it
was not long before he saw it to be Dixon. Jane Fairfax's
perception seemed to accompany his; her comprehension was certainly
more equal to
the covert meaning, the superior intelligence, of those five letters so
arranged. She was evidently displeased; looked up, and seeing
herself watched, blushed more deeply than he had ever perceived her,
and saying only, "I did not know that proper names were allowed,"
pushed away the letters with even an angry spirit, and looked resolved
to be engaged by no other word that could be offered. Her face was
averted from those who had made the attack, and turned towards her aunt.
"Aye, very true, my dear," cried the latter, though Jane had not spoken
a word--"I was just going to say the same thing. It is time
for
us to be going indeed. The evening is closing in, and
grandmama
will be looking for us. My dear sir, you are too obliging. We
really must wish you good night."
Jane's alertness in moving, proved her as ready as her aunt had
preconceived. She was immediately up, and wanting to quit the
table; but so many were also moving, that she could not get away; and
Mr. Knightley thought he saw another collection of letters anxiously
pushed towards her, and resolutely swept away by her unexamined. She
was afterwards looking for her shawl--Frank Churchill was looking
also--it was growing dusk, and the room was in confusion; and how they
parted, Mr. Knightley could not tell.
He remained at Hartfield after all the rest, his thoughts full of what
he had seen; so full, that when the candles came to assist his
observations, he must--yes, he certainly must, as a friend-- an anxious
friend--give Emma some hint, ask her some question. He could not see
her in a situation of such danger, without trying to preserve
her. It was his duty.
"Pray, Emma," said he, "may I ask in what lay the great amusement, the
poignant sting of the last word given to you and Miss Fairfax? I saw
the word, and am curious to know how it could be so very entertaining
to the one, and so very distressing to the other."
Emma was extremely confused. She could not endure to give him
the
true explanation; for though her suspicions were by no means removed,
she was really ashamed of having ever imparted them.
"Oh!" she cried in evident embarrassment, "it all meant nothing; a mere
joke among ourselves."
"The joke," he replied gravely, "seemed confined to you and Mr.
Churchill."
He had hoped she would speak again, but she did not. She
would
rather busy herself about any thing than speak. He sat a
little
while in doubt. A variety of evils crossed his
mind.
Interference-- fruitless interference. Emma's confusion, and
the
acknowledged intimacy, seemed to declare her affection
engaged. Yet he would speak.
He
owed it to her, to risk any thing that might be involved in an
unwelcome interference, rather than her welfare; to encounter any
thing, rather than the remembrance of neglect in such a cause.
"My dear Emma," said he at last, with earnest kindness, "do you think
you perfectly understand the degree of acquaintance between the
gentleman and lady we have been speaking of?"
"Between Mr. Frank Churchill and Miss Fairfax? Oh! yes,
perfectly.-- Why do you make a doubt of it?"
"Have you never at any time had reason to think that he admired her, or
that she admired him?"
"Never, never!" she cried with a most open eagerness--"Never, for the
twentieth part of a moment, did such an idea occur to me. And how could
it possibly come into your head?"
"I have lately imagined that I saw symptoms of attachment between
them-- certain expressive looks, which I did not believe meant to be
public."
"Oh! you amuse me excessively. I am delighted to find that
you
can vouchsafe to let your imagination wander--but it will not do-- very
sorry to check you in your first essay--but indeed it will not
do. There is no admiration between them, I do assure you; and
the
appearances which have caught you, have arisen from some peculiar
circumstances--feelings rather of a totally different nature-- it is
impossible exactly to explain:--there is a good deal of nonsense in
it--but the part which is capable of being communicated, which is
sense, is, that they are as far from any attachment or admiration for
one another, as any two beings in the world can be. That is, I presume
it to be so on her side, and I can answer for its
being so on his. I will answer for the gentleman's
indifference."
She spoke with a confidence which staggered, with a satisfaction which
silenced, Mr. Knightley. She was in gay spirits, and would
have
prolonged the conversation, wanting to hear the particulars of his
suspicions, every look described, and all the wheres and hows of a
circumstance which highly entertained her: but his gaiety did
not
meet hers. He found he could not be useful, and his feelings
were
too much irritated for talking. That he might not be
irritated
into an absolute fever, by the fire which Mr. Woodhouse's tender habits
required almost every evening throughout the year, he soon afterwards
took a hasty leave, and walked home to the coolness and solitude of
Donwell Abbey.
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