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Chapter
10
The Allens, Thorpes, and Morlands all
met in the evening at the theatre; and, as
Catherine and Isabella sat together, there was then an
opportunity for the latter to utter some few of the many
thousand things which had been collecting within her for
communication in the immeasurable length of time which
had divided them. "Oh, heavens! My beloved Catherine,
have I got you at last?" was her address on Catherine's
entering
the box and sitting by her.
"Now, Mr.
Morland," for he was close to her
on the other side, "I shall not speak
another word to you all the rest of the evening; so I charge
you
not to expect it. My sweetest Catherine, how have you been
this long age? But I need not ask you, for you look
delightfully. You
really have done your hair in a more heavenly
style than ever; you mischievous creature, do you want to
attract everybody? I assure you, my brother is quite in
love with you already; and as for Mr. Tilney--but that is a
settled thing--even your modesty cannot doubt his attachment
now; his coming back to Bath makes it too plain. Oh! What would not
I give to see him! I really am quite wild
with impatience. My mother says he is the most delightful
young man in the world; she saw him this morning, you
know; you must introduce him to me.
Is
he in the house now? Look about, for heaven's sake! I assure
you, I can
hardly exist till I see him."
"No," said Catherine,
"he
is not here; I cannot see him anywhere."
"Oh, horrid! Am I never
to be
acquainted with him? How do you like my gown? I think it does
not look amiss; the sleeves were entirely my own
thought. Do you
know, I get so immoderately sick of Bath; your
brother and I were agreeing this morning that, though
it is vastly well to be here for a few weeks, we
would not live here for millions.
We
soon found out that our tastes were
exactly alike in preferring the
country to every other place; really, our opinions were
so exactly the same, it was quite ridiculous! There was not a
single point in which we differed; I would not have had
you by for the world; you are such a sly thing, I am sure you
would have made some droll remark or other about
it."
"No, indeed I should
not."
"Oh, yes you would
indeed; I know
you better than you know yourself.
You
would have told us that we seemed born
for each other, or some nonsense of
that kind, which would have distressed me beyond
conception; my cheeks would have been as red as your
roses; I would not have had you by for the world."
"Indeed you do me
injustice; I
would not have made so improper a remark upon any account;
and besides, I am sure it would never have entered my
head."
Isabella smiled
incredulously and talked
the rest of the evening to James.
Catherine's resolution
of endeavouring
to meet Miss Tilney again continued in full force the
next morning; and till the usual moment of going to
the Pump-room, she felt some alarm from the dread of a
second prevention. But nothing of that kind occurred, no
visitors appeared to delay them, and they all three set
off in good time for the Pump-room, where the ordinary
course of events and conversation took place; Mr. Allen,
after drinking his glass of water, joined some
gentlemen to talk over the politics of the day and compare the
accounts of their newspapers; and the ladies walked
about together, noticing every new face, and almost
every new bonnet in the room.
The
female part of the Thorpe family, attended by James Morland, appeared
among the crowd in less than a quarter of an hour, and
Catherine
immediately took her usual place by the side of her
friend. James, who
was now in constant attendance, maintained a
similar position, and separating themselves from the rest
of their party, they walked in that manner for some
time, till Catherine began to doubt the happiness of a
situation which, confining her entirely to her friend and
brother, gave her very little share in the notice
of either. They were always engaged in some
sentimental discussion or lively dispute, but their sentiment
was conveyed in such whispering voices, and their
vivacity attended with so much laughter, that though
Catherine's supporting opinion was not unfrequently called for
by one or the other, she was never able to give any, from not
having heard a word of the subject.
At
length however she was empowered
to disengage herself from her friend, by
the avowed necessity of speaking to Miss Tilney, whom she
most joyfully saw just entering the room with Mrs. Hughes,
and whom she instantly joined, with a firmer
determination to be acquainted, than she might have had
courage to
command, had she not been urged by the disappointment of
the day before. Miss Tilney met her with great civility,
returned her advances with equal goodwill, and they
continued talking together as long as both parties
remained in the room; and though in all probability not an
observation was made, nor an expression used by either which
had not been made and used some thousands of times before,
under that roof, in every Bath season, yet the merit of
their being spoken with simplicity and truth, and without
personal conceit, might be something uncommon.
"How well your brother
dances!" was an artless exclamation of Catherine's towards the
close of
their conversation, which at once surprised and amused her
companion.
"Henry!" she replied
with a
smile. "Yes, he
does dance very well."
"He must have thought it
very odd
to hear me say I was engaged the other evening, when he
saw me sitting down. But I really had been engaged the whole
day to Mr. Thorpe." Miss Tilney could only bow. "You cannot
think," added Catherine after a moment's
silence, "how surprised I was to see him again. I felt so sure of his
being quite gone away."
"When Henry had the
pleasure of
seeing you before, he was in Bath but for a couple of
days. He came
only to engage lodgings for us."
"That never occurred to
me; and of
course, not seeing him anywhere, I thought he
must be gone. Was not the young lady he danced with on
Monday a Miss Smith?"
"Yes, an acquaintance of
Mrs.
Hughes."
"I dare say she was very
glad to
dance. Do
you think her pretty?"
"Not
very."
"He never comes to the
Pump-room, I
suppose?"
"Yes, sometimes; but he has rid out
this morning with my father."
Mrs. Hughes now joined
them, and asked
Miss Tilney if she was ready to go.
"I
hope I shall have the pleasure of seeing
you again soon,"
said Catherine. "Shall you be at the cotillion ball
tomorrow?"
"Perhaps we-- Yes, I
think we
certainly shall."
"I am glad of it, for we shall all
be there." This civility was duly returned; and
they parted--on Miss Tilney's side with some knowledge
of her new acquaintance's feelings, and on
Catherine's, without the smallest consciousness of having
explained them.
She went home very happy. The morning had
answered all her hopes, and the evening of the
following day was now the object of expectation, the
future good. What gown and what head-dress she should
wear on the occasion became her chief concern.
She cannot be justified in it. Dress
is at all times a
frivolous distinction, and excessive solicitude about it often
destroys its own aim. Catherine knew all this very well; her
great aunt had read her a lecture on the subject only the
Christmas before; and yet she lay awake ten minutes on
Wednesday night debating between her spotted and her
tamboured muslin, and nothing but the shortness of the
time prevented her buying a new one for the evening. This would have
been an error in judgment, great though not
uncommon, from which one of the other sex rather than her
own, a brother rather than a great aunt, might have warned
her, for man only can be aware of the insensibility of man
towards a new gown. It would be mortifying to the feelings
of many ladies, could they be made to understand how
little the heart of man is affected by what is costly or new
in their attire; how little it is biased by the texture
of their muslin, and how unsusceptible of peculiar tenderness
towards the spotted, the sprigged, the mull, or
the jackonet. Woman is fine for her own satisfaction
alone. No man
will admire her the more, no woman will like
her the better for it. Neatness
and fashion are enough for the former, and a something of
shabbiness or
impropriety will be most endearing to the latter. But not one of these
grave reflections troubled the tranquillity of
Catherine.
She entered the rooms on
Thursday
evening with feelings very different from what had attended
her
thither the Monday before.
She had
then been exulting in her
engagement to Thorpe, and was now chiefly anxious
to avoid his sight, lest he should engage her again; for
though she could not, dared not expect that Mr. Tilney should
ask her a third time to dance, her wishes, hopes, and
plans all centred in nothing less.
Every
young lady may feel for my heroine in this critical moment, for
every young lady has at some time or other known the same
agitation. All have been, or at least all have believed
themselves to be, in danger from the pursuit of someone
whom they wished to avoid; and all have been anxious for
the attentions of someone whom they wished to
please. As soon as
they were joined by the Thorpes, Catherine's
agony began; she fidgeted about if John Thorpe came
towards her, hid herself as much as possible from his
view, and when he spoke to her pretended not
to hear him. The cotillions were over, the
country-dancing beginning, and she saw nothing of the Tilneys.
"Do not be frightened,
my dear
Catherine," whispered Isabella, "but I am
really going to dance with your brother again.
I declare positively it is quite
shocking. I tell him he ought to be ashamed of
himself, but you and John must keep us in
countenance. Make
haste, my dear creature, and come to us.
John
is just walked off, but he will be
back in a moment."
Catherine had neither
time nor
inclination to answer. The others walked away, John Thorpe was
still in view, and she gave herself up for lost. That she
might not appear, however, to observe or
expect him, she kept her eyes intently fixed on her fan; and
a self-condemnation for her folly, in supposing that among
such a crowd they should even meet with the Tilneys in any
reasonable time, had just passed through her mind, when
she suddenly found herself addressed and again
solicited to dance, by Mr. Tilney himself.
With
what sparkling eyes and ready motion
she granted his request, and with
how pleasing a flutter of heart she went with him to
the set, may be easily imagined.
To
escape, and, as she believed, so
narrowly escape John Thorpe, and to
be asked, so immediately on his joining her, asked
by Mr. Tilney, as if he had sought her on purpose!--it
did not appear to her that life could supply any
greater felicity.
Scarcely had they worked
themselves into
the quiet possession of a place, however, when her
attention was claimed by John Thorpe, who stood
behind her. "Heyday, Miss Morland!" said
he. "What is the
meaning of this? I thought you and I were to
dance together."
"I wonder you should
think so, for
you never asked me."
"That is a good one, by
Jove! I
asked you as soon as I came into the room, and I was just
going to ask you again, but when I turned round, you
were gone! This is a cursed shabby trick! I only came
for the sake of dancing with you, and I firmly believe
you were engaged to me ever since Monday.
Yes;
I remember, I asked you while you were
waiting in the lobby for
your cloak. And here have I been telling all my
acquaintance that I was going to dance with the prettiest
girl in the room; and when they see you standing up with
somebody else, they will quiz me famously."
"Oh, no; they will never
think of
me, after such a description as that."
"By heavens, if they do
not, I will
kick them out of the room for blockheads.
What
chap have you there?" Catherine
satisfied his curiosity. "Tilney,"
he repeated. "Hum--I do not know him.
A
good figure of a man; well put together.
Does
he want a horse? Here
is a friend of
mine, Sam Fletcher, has got one to sell that
would suit anybody. A famous clever animal for the
road--only forty guineas. I had fifty minds to buy it myself,
for
it is one of my maxims always to buy a good horse when I
meet with one; but it would not answer my purpose, it
would not do for the field.
I would give
any money for a real good
hunter. I have three now, the best that ever
were backed. I would not take eight hundred guineas
for them. Fletcher and I mean to get a house in Leicestershire, against
the next season. It
is so d-- uncomfortable, living at an
inn."
This was the last
sentence by which he
could weary Catherine's attention, for he was just
then borne off by the resistless pressure of a long string of
passing ladies. Her partner now drew near, and said,
"That gentleman would have put me out of patience, had he
stayed with you half a minute longer.
He
has no business to withdraw the
attention of my partner from me.
We
have entered into a contract of mutual
agreeableness for the space of
an evening, and all our agreeableness belongs solely
to each other for that time.
Nobody
can fasten themselves on the
notice of one, without injuring the rights of
the other. I consider a country-dance as an emblem
of marriage. Fidelity and complaisance are the
principal duties of both; and those men who do not choose to
dance
or marry themselves, have no business with the partners or
wives of their neighbours."
"But they are such very
different
things!"
"--That you think they
cannot be
compared together."
"To be sure not. People
that marry can
never part, but must go and keep house
together. People
that dance only stand opposite each other in a long
room for half an hour."
"And such is your
definition of
matrimony and dancing. Taken in that light certainly, their
resemblance is not striking; but I think I could place
them in such a view. You will allow, that in both, man has
the advantage of choice, woman only the power of
refusal; that in both, it is an engagement between man and
woman, formed for the advantage of each; and that when
once entered into, they belong exclusively to each other
till the moment of its dissolution; that it is their
duty, each to endeavour to give the other no cause for
wishing that he or she had bestowed themselves
elsewhere, and their best interest to keep their own
imaginations
from wandering towards the perfections of their
neighbours, or fancying that they should have been better off
with anyone else. You will allow all this?"
"Yes, to be sure, as you
state it,
all this sounds very well; but still they are so very
different. I cannot look upon them at all in the
same light, nor think the same duties belong to
them."
"In one respect, there
certainly is
a difference. In marriage, the man is supposed to
provide for the support of the woman, the woman to make the
home
agreeable to the man; he is to purvey, and she is to
smile. But in
dancing, their duties are exactly changed; the
agreeableness, the compliance are expected from him,
while she furnishes the fan and the lavender water. That, I suppose, was
the difference of duties which struck you,
as rendering the conditions incapable of
comparison."
"No, indeed, I never
thought of
that."
"Then I am quite at a
loss. One thing,
however, I must observe.
This
disposition on your side is rather
alarming. You totally disallow any similarity in
the obligations; and may I not thence infer that your
notions of the duties of the dancing state are not so strict
as your partner might wish? Have I not reason to fear
that if the gentleman who spoke to you just now were to
return, or if any other gentleman were to address you, there
would be nothing to restrain you from conversing with him
as long as you chose?"
"Mr. Thorpe is such a
very
particular friend of my brother's, that if he talks to me, I
must talk to him again; but there are hardly three young men
in
the room besides him that I have any acquaintance
with."
"And is that to be my
only
security? Alas, alas!"
"Nay, I am sure you
cannot have a
better; for if I do not know anybody, it is impossible
for me to talk to them; and, besides, I do not want to
talk to anybody."
"Now you have given me a
security
worth having; and I shall proceed with courage. Do you find Bath as
agreeable as when I had the honour of making the
inquiry before?"
"Yes, quite--more so,
indeed."
"More so! Take care, or
you will
forget to be tired of it at the proper time.
You
ought to be tired at the end of six
weeks."
"I do not think I should
be tired,
if I were to stay here six months."
"Bath, compared with
London, has
little variety, and so everybody finds out every
year. 'For six
weeks, I allow Bath is pleasant enough; but
beyond that, it is the most tiresome place in the world.'
You would be told so by people of all descriptions, who
come regularly every winter, lengthen their six weeks
into ten or twelve, and go away at last because they can
afford to stay no longer."
"Well, other people must
judge for
themselves, and those who go to London may think
nothing of Bath. But I, who live in a small retired
village in the country, can never find greater sameness in
such
a place as this than in my own home; for here are a
variety of amusements, a variety of things to be seen and done
all day long, which I can know nothing of there."
"You are not fond of the
country."
"Yes, I am. I
have always lived there,
and always been very happy.
But
certainly there is much more sameness
in a country life than in a
Bath life. One day in the country is exactly like
another."
"But then you spend your
time so
much more rationally in the country."
"Do I?"
"Do you not?"
"I do not believe there
is much
difference."
"Here you are in pursuit
only of
amusement all day long."
"And so I am at
home--only I do not
find so much of it. I walk about here, and so I do there;
but here I see a variety of people in every street, and
there I can only go and call on Mrs. Allen."
Mr. Tilney was very much
amused.
"Only go and call on
Mrs.
Allen!" he repeated. "What a picture of intellectual
poverty! However, when you sink into this abyss again, you
will
have more to say. You will be able to talk of Bath, and of
all that you did here."
"Oh! Yes. I shall
never be in want
of something to talk of again to Mrs. Allen, or
anybody else. I really believe I shall always be
talking of Bath, when I am at home again--I do like it so
very much. If I could but have Papa and Mamma, and
the rest of them here, I suppose I should be too
happy! James's coming (my eldest brother) is quite
delightful--and especially as it turns out that the very family we
are just got so intimate with are his intimate
friends already. Oh! Who can ever be tired of Bath?"
"Not those who bring
such fresh
feelings of every sort to it as you do.
But
papas and mammas, and brothers, and
intimate friends are a good deal
gone by, to most of the frequenters of Bath--and the honest
relish of balls and plays, and everyday sights, is past
with them." Here their conversation closed, the
demands of the dance becoming now too importunate for a
divided attention.
Soon after their
reaching the bottom of
the set, Catherine perceived herself to be
earnestly regarded by a gentleman who stood among the
lookers-on, immediately behind her partner.
He
was a very handsome man, of a
commanding aspect, past the bloom, but not past the
vigour of life; and with his eye still directed towards
her, she saw him presently address Mr. Tilney in a
familiar whisper. Confused by his notice, and blushing
from the fear of its being excited by something wrong in
her appearance, she turned away her head.
But
while she did so, the gentleman
retreated, and her
partner, coming nearer, said, "I see that you guess what I
have just been asked. That gentleman knows your name, and you
have a right to know his.
It is
General Tilney, my father."
Catherine's answer was
only
"Oh!"--but it was an "Oh!" expressing everything needful:
attention
to his words, and perfect reliance on their
truth. With real
interest and strong admiration did her eye now
follow the general, as he moved through the crowd, and
"How handsome a family they are!" was her secret remark.
In chatting with Miss
Tilney before the
evening concluded, a new source of felicity arose to
her. She had never
taken a country walk since her arrival in
Bath. Miss
Tilney, to whom all the commonly frequented
environs were familiar, spoke of them in terms which made her
all eagerness to know them too; and on her openly
fearing that she might find nobody to go with her, it was
proposed by the brother and sister that they should
join in a walk, some morning or other.
"I
shall like it," she cried, "beyond
anything in the world; and
do not let us put it off--let us go tomorrow." This was
readily agreed to, with only a proviso of Miss Tilney's,
that it did not rain, which Catherine was sure it would
not. At
twelve o'clock, they were to call for her in
Pulteney Street; and "Remember--twelve
o'clock," was her parting speech to her new friend. Of her other, her older,
her more established friend, Isabella, of whose
fidelity and worth she had enjoyed a fortnight's
experience, she scarcely saw anything during the evening. Yet, though
longing to make her acquainted with her
happiness, she cheerfully submitted to the wish of Mr. Allen,
which took them rather early away, and her spirits
danced within her, as she danced in her chair all the way
home.
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