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Chapter 16
As no objection was made to
the young people's engagement with their aunt, and all Mr. Collins's
scruples
of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for a single evening during his visit
were most
steadily resisted, the coach conveyed him and his five cousins at a
suitable
hour to Meryton; and the girls had the pleasure of hearing, as they
entered the
drawing-room, that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle's invitation,
and was
then in the house.
When this information was
given, and they had all taken their seats, Mr. Collins was at leisure
to look
around him and admire, and he was so much struck with the size and
furniture of
the apartment, that he declared he might almost have supposed himself
in the
small summer breakfast parlour at Rosings; a comparison that did not at
first
convey much gratification; but when Mrs. Phillips understood from him
what
Rosings was, and who was its proprietor-- when she had listened to the
description of only one of Lady Catherine's drawing-rooms, and found
that the
chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all the
force of
the compliment, and would hardly have resented a comparison with the
housekeeper's room.
In
describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her
mansion, with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble abode,
and the
improvements it was receiving, he was happily employed until the
gentlemen
joined them; and he found in Mrs. Phillips a very attentive listener,
whose
opinion of his consequence increased with what she heard, and who was
resolving
to retail it all among her neighbours as soon as she could.
To the girls,
who could not listen to their cousin, and who had nothing to do but to
wish for
an instrument, and examine their own
indifferent imitations of china on
the
mantelpiece, the interval of waiting appeared very
long. It
was over at
last, however. The gentlemen did approach, and when Mr.
Wickham walked
into the room, Elizabeth
felt that
she had neither been seeing him before, nor thinking of him since, with
the
smallest degree of unreasonable admiration. The officers of the ----shire were
in general a very creditable, gentlemanlike set, and the best of them
were of
the present party; but Mr. Wickham was as far beyond them all in
person,
countenance, air, and walk, as they were superior to the broad-faced,
stuffy
uncle Phillips, breathing port wine, who followed them into the room.
Mr.
Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female eye was
turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he finally seated
himself;
and the agreeable manner in which he immediately fell into
conversation, though
it was only on its being a wet night, made her feel that the commonest,
dullest, most threadbare topic might be rendered interesting by the
skill of
the speaker.
With
such rivals for the notice of the fair as Mr. Wickham and the
officers, Mr. Collins seemed to sink into insignificance; to the young
ladies
he certainly was nothing; but he had still at intervals a kind listener
in Mrs.
Phillips, and was by her watchfulness, most abundantly supplied with
coffee and
muffin. When the card-tables were placed, he had the opportunity of
obliging
her in turn, by sitting down to whist.
"I
know little of the game at present," said he, "but I
shall be glad to improve myself, for in my situation in life--" Mrs.
Phillips was very glad for his compliance, but could not wait for his
reason.
Mr.
Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he
received at the other table between Elizabeth
and Lydia.
At first there seemed danger of Lydia's engrossing him entirely, for
she was a
most determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond of lottery
tickets,
she soon grew too much interested in the game, too eager in making bets
and
exclaiming after prizes to have attention for anyone in
particular.
Allowing for the common demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore
at
leisure to talk to Elizabeth,
and she was very willing to hear him, though what she chiefly wished to
hear
she could not hope to be told-- the history of his acquaintance with
Mr.
Darcy. She dared not even mention that gentleman.
Her curiosity,
however, was unexpectedly relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject
himself. He
inquired how far Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her
answer,
asked in a hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there.
"About
a month," said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let
the subject drop, added, "he is a man of very large property in
Derbyshire, I understand."
"Yes,"
replied Mr. Wickham; "his estate there is a
noble one. A clear ten thousand per annum. You
could not have met
with a person more capable of giving you certain information on that
head than
myself, for I have been connected with his family in a particular
manner from
my infancy."
Elizabeth
could not but look surprised.
"You
may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion,
after seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our
meeting
yesterday. Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?"
"As
much as I ever wish to be," cried Elizabeth very
warmly. "I have spent four days in the same house with him,
and I
think him very disagreeable."
"I
have no right to give my opinion," said Wickham, "as
to his being agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to
form
one. I have known him too long and too well to be a fair
judge. It
is impossible for me to be impartial. But I believe your
opinion of him
would in general astonish-- and perhaps you would not express it quite
so
strongly anywhere else. Here you are in your own family."
"Upon
my word, I say no more here than I might say in any house
in the neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all
liked in
Hertfordshire. Everybody is disgusted with his pride. You
will not find
him more favourably spoken of by any one."
"I
cannot pretend to be sorry," said Wickham, after a short
interruption, "that he or that any man should not be estimated beyond
their deserts; but with him I believe it does not often
happen. The world
is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or frightened by his high
and
imposing manners, and sees him only as he chooses to be seen."
"I
should take him, even on my slight acquaintance, to be
an ill-tempered man." Wickham only shook his
head.
"I
wonder," said he, at the next opportunity of speaking, "whether he is
likely to be in this country much longer."
"I
do not at all know; but I heard nothing of his going away when
I was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the
----shire will
not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood."
"Oh!
no-- it is not for me to be driven away by Mr. Darcy.
If he wishes to avoid seeing me, he must go. We are not on
friendly
terms, and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I have no reason
for
avoiding him but what I might proclaim before all the world, a sense of
very
great ill-usage, and most painful regrets at his being what he
is. His
father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men that
ever
breathed, and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never be in
company with
this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by a thousand tender
recollections. His behaviour to myself has been scandalous;
but I verily
believe I could forgive him anything and everything, rather than his
disappointing the hopes and disgracing the memory of his
father."
Elizabeth
found the interest of the subject increase, and listened
with all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented further inquiry.
Mr.
Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the
neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all that he
had yet
seen, and speaking of the latter with gentle but very intelligible
gallantry.
"It
was the prospect of constant society, and good society,"
he added, "which was my chief inducement to enter the
----shire. I
knew it to be a most respectable, agreeable corps, and my friend Denny
tempted
me further by his account of their present quarters, and the very great
attentions and excellent acquaintances Meryton had procured
them.
Society, I own, is necessary to me. I have been a
disappointed man, and
my spirits will not bear solitude. I must have employment and
society. A
military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances have
now made
it eligible. The church ought to have been my profession-- I
was brought up
for the church, and I should at this time have been in possession of a
most
valuable living, had it pleased the
gentleman we were speaking of just
now."
"Indeed!"
"Yes--
the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of
the best living in his gift. He was my godfather, and
excessively
attached to me. I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant
to provide
for me amply, and thought he had done it; but when the living fell, it
was
given elsewhere."
"Good
heavens!" cried Elizabeth; "but how could that
be? How could his will be disregarded? Why did you not seek
legal
redress?"
"There
was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest
as to give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not
have doubted
the intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it-- or to treat it as a
merely
conditional recommendation, and to assert that I had forfeited all
claim to it
by extravagance, imprudence-- in short anything or nothing.
Certain it
is, that the living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I was of an
age to
hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no less certain is
it, that
I cannot accuse myself of having really done anything to deserve to
lose
it. I have a warm, unguarded temper, and I may have spoken my
opinion of
him, and to him, too freely. I can recall nothing
worse. But the
fact is, that we are very different sort of men, and that he hates me."
"This
is quite shocking! He deserves to be publicly
disgraced."
"Some
time or other he will be-- but it shall not be by me. Till
I can forget his father, I can never defy or expose him."
Elizabeth
honoured him for such feelings, and thought him handsomer
than ever as he expressed them.
"But
what," said she, after a pause, "can have been his
motive? What can have induced him to behave so cruelly?"
"A
thorough, determined dislike of me-- a dislike which I cannot
but attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr.
Darcy liked
me less, his son might have borne with me better; but his father's
uncommon
attachment to me irritated him, I believe, very early in
life. He had not
a temper to bear the sort of competition in which we stood-- the sort
of
preference which was often given me."
"I
had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this-- though I have never
liked him. I had not thought so very ill of him. I
had supposed him
to be despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not suspect
him of
descending to such malicious revenge, such injustice, such inhumanity
as
this."
After
a few minutes' reflection, however, she continued, "I do
remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the implacability of
his
resentments, of his having an unforgiving temper. His
disposition must be
dreadful."
"I
will not trust myself on the subject," replied Wickham;
"I can hardly be just to him."
Elizabeth
was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed,
"to treat in such a manner the godson, the friend, the favourite of his
father!" She could have added, "a young man, too, like you,
whose very countenance may vouch for your being amiable"-- but she
contented herself with, "and one, too, who had probably been his
companion
from childhood, connected together, as I think you said, in the closest
manner!"
"We
were born in the same parish, within the same park; the
greatest part of our youth was passed together; inmates of the same
house,
sharing the same amusements, objects of the same parental
care. My father
began life in the profession which your uncle, Mr. Phillips, appears to
do so
much credit to-- but he gave up everything to be of use to the late Mr.
Darcy
and devoted all his time to the care of the Pemberley
property. He was
most highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most intimate, confidential
friend.
Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to be under the greatest
obligations to my
father's active superintendence, and when, immediately before my
father's
death, Mr. Darcy gave him a voluntary promise of providing for me, I am
convinced that he felt it to be as much a debt of gratitude to him, as
of his
affection to myself."
"How
strange!" cried Elizabeth. "How
abominable! I wonder that the very pride of this Mr. Darcy
has not made
him just to you! If from no better motive, that he should not
have been
too proud to be dishonest-- for dishonesty I must call it."
"It
is wonderful," replied Wickham, "for almost all his
actions may be traced to pride; and pride had often been his best
friend. It
has connected him nearer with virtue than with any other
feeling. But we
are none of us consistent, and in his behaviour to me there were
stronger
impulses even than pride."
"Can
such abominable pride as his have ever done him good?"
"Yes.
It has often led him to be liberal and generous, to
give his money freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants,
and
relieve the poor. Family pride, and filial pride-- for he is
very proud
of what his father was-- have done this. Not to appear to
disgrace his
family, to degenerate from the popular qualities, or lose the influence
of the
Pemberley House, is a powerful motive. He has also brotherly pride,
which, with some
brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and careful guardian of his
sister, and you will hear him generally cried up as the most attentive
and best
of brothers."
"What
sort of girl is Miss Darcy?"
He
shook his head. "I wish I could call her amiable.
It gives me pain to speak ill of a Darcy. But she is too much
like her
brother-- very, very proud. As a child, she was affectionate
and
pleasing, and extremely fond of me; and I have devoted hours and hours
to her
amusement. But she is nothing to me now. She is a handsome
girl, about
fifteen or sixteen, and, I understand, highly accomplished.
Since her
father's death, her home has been London, where a lady lives with her,
and superintends
her education."
After
many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth could
not help reverting once more to the first, and saying:
"I
am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley! How can
Mr. Bingley, who seems good humour itself, and is, I really believe,
truly
amiable, be in friendship with such a man? How can they suit
each
other? Do you know Mr. Bingley?"
"Not
at all."
"He
is a sweet-tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot
know what Mr. Darcy is."
"Probably
not; but Mr. Darcy can please where he chooses.
He does not want abilities. He can be a conversible companion
if he
thinks it worth his while. Among those who are at all his
equals in
consequence, he is a very different man from what he is to the less
prosperous.
His pride never deserts him; but with the rich he is liberal-minded,
just,
sincere, rational, honourable, and perhaps agreeable-- allowing
something for
fortune and figure."
The
whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered
round the other table and Mr. Collins took his station between his
cousin
Elizabeth and Mrs. Phillips. The usual inquiries as to his
success was
made by the latter. It had not been very great; he had lost
every point;
but when Mrs. Phillips began to express her concern thereupon, he
assured her
with much earnest gravity that it was not of the least importance, that
he
considered the money as a mere trifle, and begged that she would not
make
herself uneasy.
"I
know very well, madam," said he, "that when persons sit
down to a card table, they must take their chances of these things, and
happily
I am not in such circumstances as to make five shillings any
object.
There are undoubtedly many who could not say the same, but thanks to
Lady
Catherine de Bourgh, I am removed far beyond the necessity of regarding
little
matters."
Mr.
Wickham's attention was caught; and after observing Mr,. Collins
for a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice whether her
relation was
very intimately acquainted with the family of de Bourgh.
"Lady
Catherine de Bourgh," she replied, "has very
lately given him a living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was
first
introduced to her notice, but he certainly has not known her long."
"You
know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne
Darcy were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr.
Darcy."
"No,
indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady
Catherine's connections. I never heard of her existence till
the day
before yesterday."
"Her
daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune,
and it is believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates."
This
information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss
Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and
useless her
affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already
self-destined for another.
"Mr.
Collins," said she, "speaks highly both of Lady
Catherine and her daughter; but from some particulars that he has
related of
her ladyship, I suspect his gratitude misleads him, and that in spite
of her
being his patroness, she is an arrogant, conceited woman."
"I
believe her to be both in a great degree," replied
Wickham; "I have not seen her for many years, but I very well remember
that I never liked her, and that her manners were dictatorial and
insolent. She has the reputation of being remarkably sensible
and clever;
but I rather believe she derives part of her abilities from her rank
and
fortune, part from her authoritative manner, and the rest from the
pride for
her nephew, who chooses that every one connected with him should have
an
understanding of the first class."
Elizabeth
allowed that he had given a very rational account of it, and
they continued talking together, with mutual satisfaction till supper
put an
end to cards, and gave the rest of the ladies their share of Mr.
Wickham's
attentions. There could be no conversation in the noise of
Mrs.
Phillips's supper party, but his manners recommended him to
everybody.
Whatever he said, was said well; and whatever he did, done
gracefully.
Elizabeth went away with her head full of him. She could
think of nothing
but of Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all the way home; but
there
was not time for her even to mention his name as they went, for neither
Lydia
nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia talked incessantly of lottery
tickets,
of the fish she had lost and the fish she
had won; and Mr. Collins in
describing the civility of Mr. and Mrs. Phillips, protesting that he
did not in
the least regard his losses at whist, enumerating all the dishes at
supper, and
repeatedly fearing that he crowded his cousins, had more to
say than he
could
well manage before the carriage stopped at Longbourn House.
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