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Chapter 19
The next day opened a new scene at
Longbourn. Mr.
Collins made his
declaration in form. Having
resolved to
do it without loss of time, as his leave of absence extended only to
the
following Saturday, and having no feelings of diffidence to make it
distressing
to himself even at the moment, he set about it in a very orderly
manner, with
all the observances, which he supposed a regular part of the business. On finding Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth,
and one of the younger girls
together, soon after breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words:
"May I hope, madam, for your interest with your fair daughter
Elizabeth,
when I solicit for the honour of a private audience with her in the
course of
this morning?"
Before Elizabeth
had time for anything but a blush
of surprise, Mrs. Bennet answered instantly, "Oh dear!-- yes--
certainly. I am
sure Lizzy will be very
happy-- I am sure she can have no objection, Come, Kitty, I want you
upstairs." And,
gathering her work
together, she was hastening away, when Elizabeth
called out:
"Dear madam, do not go. I beg you will not go. Mr. Collins must excuse me. He can have nothing to say
to me that anybody
need not hear. I am
going away
myself."
"No, no, nonsense, Lizzy. I desire you will stay
where you are." And
upon Elizabeth's
seeming really, with vexed and embarrassed looks, about to escape, she
added:
"Lizzy, I insist
upon your staying and hearing Mr. Collins."
Elizabeth would not
oppose such an injunction-- and a moment's consideration making her
also
sensible that it would be wisest to get it over as soon and as quietly
as
possible, she sat down again and tried to conceal, by incessant
employment the
feelings which were divided between distress and diversion. Mrs. Bennet
and
Kitty walked off, and as soon as they were gone, Mr. Collins began.
"Believe me, my dear
Miss
Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far from doing you any disservice,
rather adds
to your other perfections. You
would
have been less amiable in my eyes had there not been this little
unwillingness;
but allow me to assure you, that I have your respected mother's
permission for
this address. You
can hardly doubt the
purport of my discourse, however your natural delicacy may lead you to
dissemble; my attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as soon as I
entered the house, I
singled you out as the companion of my future life.
But before I am run away with by my feelings
on this subject, perhaps it would be advisable for me to state my
reasons for
marrying-- and, moreover, for coming into Hertfordshire with the design
of
selecting a wife, as I certainly did."
The idea of Mr. Collins,
with all his
solemn composure, being run away with by his feelings, made Elizabeth
so near
laughing, that she could not use the short pause he allowed in any
attempt to
stop him further, and he continued:
"My reasons for marrying
are,
first, that I think it a right thing for every clergyman in easy
circumstances
(like myself) to set the example of matrimony in his parish; secondly,
that I
am convinced that it will add very greatly to my happiness; and
thirdly--which
perhaps I ought to have mentioned earlier, that it is the particular
advice and
recommendation of the very noble lady whom I have the honour of calling
patroness. Twice
has she condescended to
give me her opinion (unasked too!) on this subject; and it was but the
very
Saturday night before I left Hunsford-- between our pools at quadrille,
while
Mrs. Jenkinson was arranging Miss de Bourgh's footstool, that she said, 'Mr. Collins, you must
marry. A clergyman
like you must marry. Choose
properly, choose a gentlewoman for my sake; and for your own, let her
be an
active, useful sort of person, not brought up high, but able to make a
small
income go a good way. This
is my
advice. Find such a
woman as soon as you
can, bring her to Hunsford, and I will visit her.'
Allow me, by the way, to observe, my fair
cousin, that I do not reckon the notice and kindness of Lady Catherine
de
Bourgh as among the least of the advantages in my power to offer. You will find her manners
beyond anything I
can describe; and your wit and vivacity, I think, must be acceptable to
her,
especially when tempered with the silence and respect which her rank
will
inevitably excite. Thus much for my general intention in favour of
matrimony;
it remains to be told why my views were directed towards Longbourn
instead of
my own neighbourhood, where I can assure you there are many amiable
young women. But
the fact is, that being, as I am, to
inherit this estate after the death of your honoured father (who,
however, may
live many years longer), I could not satisfy myself without resolving
to choose
a wife from among his daughters, that the loss to them might be as
little as
possible, when the melancholy event takes place-- which, however, as I
have
already said, may not be for several years. This has been my motive, my
fair
cousin, and I flatter myself it will not sink me in your esteem. And now nothing remains
but for me but to
assure you in the most animated language of the violence of my
affection. To
fortune I am perfectly indifferent, and
shall make no demand of that nature on your father, since I am well
aware that
it could not be complied with; and that one thousand pounds in the four
per
cents, which will not be yours till after your mother's
decease, is all
that
you may ever be entitled to. On
that
head, therefore, I shall be uniformly silent; and you may assure
yourself that
no ungenerous reproach shall ever pass my lips when we are married."
It was absolutely
necessary to interrupt
him now.
"You are too hasty,
sir," she
cried. "You forget
that I have made
no answer. Let me
do it without further
loss of time. Accept my thanks for the compliment you are paying me. I am very sensible of the
honour of your
proposals, but it is impossible for me to do otherwise than to decline
them."
"I am not now to learn,"
replied Mr. Collins, with a formal wave of the hand, "that it is usual
with
young ladies to reject the addresses of the man whom they secretly mean
to
accept, when he first applies for their favour; and that sometimes the
refusal
is repeated a second, or even a third time.
I am therefore by no means discouraged by what you
have just said, and
shall hope to lead you to the altar ere long."
"Upon my word, sir,"
cried
Elizabeth, "your hope is a rather extraordinary one after my
declaration. I do
assure you that I am
not one of those young ladies (if such young ladies there are) who are
so
daring as to risk their happiness on the chance of being asked a second
time. I am
perfectly serious in my
refusal. You could not make me happy, and I am convinced that I am the
last
woman in the world who could make you so.
Nay, were your friend Lady Catherine to know me, I
am persuaded she
would find me in every respect ill qualified for the situation."
"Were it certain that
Lady
Catherine would think so," said Mr. Collins very gravely-- "but I
cannot imagine that her ladyship would at all disapprove of you. And you may be certain
when I have the honour
of seeing her again, I shall speak in the very highest terms of your
modesty,
economy, and other amiable qualification."
"Indeed, Mr. Collins,
all praise of
me will be unnecessary. You
must give me
leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment of believing what
I
say. I wish you
very happy and very
rich, and by refusing your hand, do all in my power to prevent your
being
otherwise. In
making me the offer, you
must have satisfied the delicacy of your feelings with regard to my
family, and
may take possession of Longbourn estate whenever it falls, without any
self-reproach. This
matter may be
considered, therefore, as finally settled."
And rising as she thus spoke, she would have
quitted the room, had Mr. Collins not thus addressed her:
"When I do myself the
honour of
speaking to you next on the subject, I shall hope to receive a more
favourable
answer than you have now given me; though I am far from accusing you of
cruelty
at present, because I know it to be the established custom of your sex
to
reject a man on the first application, and perhaps you have even now
said as
much to encourage my suit as would be consistent with the true delicacy
of the
female character."
"Really, Mr. Collins,"
cried
Elizabeth with some warmth, "you puzzle me exceedingly.
If what I have hitherto said can appear to
you in the form of encouragement, I know not how to express my refusal
in such
a way as to convince you of its being one."
"You must give me leave
to flatter
myself, my dear cousin, that your refusal of my addresses is merely
words of
course. My reasons
for believing it are
briefly these: It does not appear to me that my hand is unworthy of
your
acceptance,
or that the establishment I can offer would be any other than highly
desirable. My
situation in life, my
connections with the family of de Bourgh, and my relationship to your
own, are
circumstances highly in my favour; and you should take it into further
consideration, that in spite of your manifold attractions, it is by no
means
certain that another offer of marriage may ever be made you. Your portion is unhappily
so small that it
will in all likelihood undo the effects of your loveliness and amiable
qualifications. As
I must therefore
conclude that you are not serious in your rejection of me, I shall
choose to
attribute it to your wish of increasing my love by suspense, according
to the
usual practice of elegant females."
"I do assure you, sir,
that I have
no pretensions whatever to that kind of elegance which consists in
tormenting a
respectable man. I would rather be paid the compliment of being
believed
sincere. I thank you again and again for the honour you have done me in
your
proposals, but to accept them is absolutely impossible.
My feelings in every respect forbid it. Can I speak plainer? Do not consider me now as
an elegant female,
intending to plague you, but as a rational creature, speaking the truth
from
her heart."
"You are uniformly
charming!"
cried he, with an air of awkward gallantry; "and I am persuaded that
when
sanctioned by the express authority of both your excellent parents, my
proposals will not fail of being acceptable."
To such perseverance in
wilful
self-deception Elizabeth would make no reply, and immediately and in
silence
withdrew, determined, that if he persisted in considering her repeated
refusals
as flattering encouragement, to apply to her father, whose negative
might be
uttered in such a manner as to be decisive, and whose behaviour at
least could
not be mistaken for the affectation and coquetry of an elegant female.
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