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Chapter 44
Elizabeth had
settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit her the very
day
after her reaching Pemberley; and was consequently resolved not to be
out of
sight of the inn the whole of that morning.
But her conclusion was false; for on the very
morning after their
arrival at Lambton, these visitors came. They had been walking about
the place
with some of their new friends, and were just returning to the inn to
dress
themselves for dining with the same family, when the sound of a
carriage drew
them to a window, and they saw a gentleman and a lady in a curricle
driving up
the street. Elizabeth
immediately recognizing the livery,
guessed what it meant, and imparted no small degree of her surprise to
her
relations by acquainting them with the honour which she expected. Her uncle and aunt were
all amazement; and
the embarrassment of her manner as she spoke, joined to the
circumstance
itself, and many of the circumstances of the preceding day, opened to
them a
new idea on the business. Nothing
had
ever suggested it before, but they felt that there was no other way of
accounting for such attentions from such a quarter than by supposing a
partiality for their niece. While these newly-born notions were passing
in
their heads, the perturbation of Elizabeth's
feelings was at every moment increasing. She was quite amazed at her
own
discomposure; but amongst other causes of disquiet, she dreaded lest
the
partiality of the brother should have said too much in her favour; and,
more
than commonly anxious to please, she naturally suspected that every
power of
pleasing would fail her.
She retreated from the
window, fearful
of being seen; and as she walked up and down the room, endeavouring to
compose
herself, saw such looks of inquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt as
made
everything worse.
Miss Darcy and her
brother appeared, and
this formidable introduction took place.
With astonishment did Elizabeth
see that her new acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as
herself. Since her
being at Lambton, she had heard
that Miss Darcy was exceedingly proud; but the observation of a very
few
minutes convinced her that she was only exceedingly shy. She found it difficult to
obtain even a word
from her beyond a monosyllable.
Miss Darcy was tall, and
on a larger
scale than Elizabeth;
and, though little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her
appearance
womanly and graceful. She
was less
handsome than her brother; but there was sense and good humour in her
face, and
her manners were perfectly unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had
expected
to find in her as acute and unembarrassed an observer as ever Mr. Darcy
had
been, was much relieved by discerning such different feelings.
They had not long been
together before
Mr. Darcy told her that Bingley was also coming to wait on her; and she
had
barely time to express her satisfaction, and prepare for such a
visitor, when
Bingley's quick step was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he
entered the
room. All Elizabeth's
anger against him had been long
done away; but had she still felt any, it could hardly have stood its
ground
against the unaffected cordiality with which he expressed himself on
seeing her
again. He inquired
in a friendly, though
general way, after her family, and looked and spoke with the same
good-humoured
ease that he had ever done.
To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner
he was scarcely
a less interesting personage than to herself.
They had long wished to see him. The whole party
before them, indeed,
excited a lively attention. The suspicions which had just arisen of Mr.
Darcy
and their niece directed their observation towards each with an earnest
though
guarded inquiry; and they soon drew from those inquiries the full
conviction
that one of them at least knew what it was to love.
Of the lady's sensations they remained a
little in doubt; but that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration
was
evident enough.
Elizabeth, on her
side, had much to do. She
wanted to
ascertain the feelings of each of her visitors; she wanted to compose
her own,
and to make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter object, where
she
feared most to fail, she was most sure of success, for those to whom
she
endeavoured to give pleasure were prepossessed in her favour. Bingley was ready,
Georgiana was eager, and
Darcy determined, to be pleased.
In seeing Bingley, her
thoughts
naturally flew to her sister; and, oh! how ardently did she long to
know
whether any of his were directed in a like manner.
Sometimes she could fancy that he talked less
than on former occasions, and once or twice pleased herself with the
notion
that, as he looked at her, he was trying to trace a resemblance . But, though this might be
imaginary, she
could not be deceived as to his behaviour to Miss Darcy, who had been
set up as
a rival to Jane. No
look appeared on
either side that spoke particular regard.
Nothing occurred between them that could justify the
hopes of his
sister. On this
point she was soon
satisfied; and two or three little circumstances occurred ere they
parted,
which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted a recollection of Jane
not
untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of saying more that might lead to
the
mention of her, had he dared. He
observed to her, at a moment when the others were talking together, and
in a
tone which had something of real regret, that it "was a very long time
since he had had the pleasure of seeing her"; and, before she could
reply,
he added, "It is above eight months.
We have not met since the 26th of November, when we
were all dancing
together at Netherfield."
Elizabeth was
pleased to find his memory so exact; and he afterwards took occasion to
ask
her, when unattended to by any of the rest, whether all her sisters
were at
Longbourn. There was not much in the question, nor in the preceding
remark; but
there was a look and a manner which gave them meaning.
It was not often that
she could turn her
eyes on Mr. Darcy himself; but, whenever she did catch a glimpse, she
saw an
expression of general complaisance, and in all that he said she heard
an accent
so removed from hauteur or disdain of his companions, as convinced her
that the
improvement of manners which she had yesterday witnessed however
temporary its
existence might prove, had at least outlived one day.
When she saw him thus seeking the
acquaintance and courting the good opinion of people with whom any
intercourse
a few months ago would have been a disgrace-- when she saw him thus
civil, not
only to herself, but to the very relations whom he had openly
disdained, and
recollected their last lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage-- the
difference, the
change was so great, and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she could
hardly
restrain her astonishment from being visible.
Never, even in the company of his dear friends at
Netherfield, or his
dignified relations at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please,
so free
from self-consequence or unbending reserve, as now, when no importance
could
result from the success of his endeavours, and when even the
acquaintance of
those to whom his attentions were addressed would draw down the
ridicule and
censure of the ladies both of Netherfield as Rosings.
Their visitors stayed
with them above
half-an-hour; and when they arose to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his
sister to
join him in expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, and
Miss
Bennet, to dinner at Pemberley, before they left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a
diffidence which
marked her little in the habit of giving invitations, readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at
her niece, desirous
of knowing how she, whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed
as to its
acceptance, but Elizabeth
had turned away her head. Presuming
however, that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary
embarrassment
than any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who was
fond of
society, a perfect willingness to accept it, she ventured to engage for
her
attendance, and the day after the next was fixed on.
Bingley expressed great
pleasure in the
certainty of seeing Elizabeth
again, having still a great deal to say to her, and many inquiries to
make
after all their Hertfordshire friends.
Elizabeth,
construing all this into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister, was
pleased, and on this account, as well as some others, found herself,
when their
visitors left them, capable of considering the last half-hour with some
satisfaction, though while it was passing, the enjoyment of it had been
little. Eager to be
alone, and fearful
of inquiries or hints from her uncle and aunt, she stayed with them
only long
enough to hear their favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried
away to
dress.
But she had no reason to
fear Mr. and
Mrs. Gardiner's curiosity; it was not their wish to force her
communication. It
was evident that she
was much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had before any idea
of; it
was evident that he was very much in love with her.
They saw much to interest, but nothing to
justify inquiry.
Of Mr. Darcy it was now
a matter of
anxiety to think well; and, as far as their acquaintance reached, there
was no
fault to find. They could not be untouched by his politeness; and had
they
drawn his character from their own feelings and his servant's report,
without
any reference to any other account, the circle in Hertfordshire to
which he was
known would not have recognized it for Mr. Darcy.
There was now an interest, however, in
believing the housekeeper; and they soon became sensible that the
authority of
a servant who had known him since he was four years old, and whose own
manners
indicated respectability, was not to be hastily rejected. Neither had anything
occurred in the
intelligence of their Lambton friends that could materially lessen its
weight. They had
nothing to accuse him
of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not, it would certainly be
imputed
by the inhabitants of a small market-town where the family did not
visit. It was
acknowledged, however, that he was a
liberal man, and did much good among the poor.
With respect to Wickham,
the travellers
soon found that he was not held there in much estimation; for though
the chief
of his concerns with the son of his patron were imperfectly understood,
it was
yet a well-known fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left
many debts
behind him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged.
As for Elizabeth, her
thoughts were at
Pemberley this evening more than the last; and the evening, though as
it passed
it seemed long, was not long enough to determine her feelings towards
one in
that mansion; and she lay awake two whole hours endeavouring to make
them
out. She certainly
did not hate
him. No; hatred had
vanished long ago,
and she had almost as long been ashamed of ever feeling a dislike
against him,
that could be so called. The
respect
created by the conviction of his valuable qualities, though at first
unwillingly admitted, had for some time ceased to be repugnant to her
feeling;
and it was now heightened into somewhat of a friendlier nature, by the
testimony so highly in his favour, and bringing forward his disposition
in so
amiable a light, which yesterday had produced.
But above all, above respect and esteem, there was a motive within her of
goodwill which could
not be overlooked. It
was gratitude;
gratitude, not merely for having once loved her, but for loving her
still well
enough to forgive all the petulance and acrimony of her manner in
rejecting
him, and all the unjust accusations accompanying her rejection. He who, she had been
persuaded, would avoid
her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this accidental meeting, most
eager to
preserve the acquaintance, and without any indelicate display of
regard, or any
peculiarity of manner, where their two selves only were concerned, was
soliciting the good opinion of her friends, and bent on making her
known to his
sister. Such a
change in a man of so
much pride exciting not only astonishment but gratitude-- for to love,
ardent
love, it must be attributed; and as such its impression on her was of a
sort to
be encouraged, as by no means unpleasing, though it could not be
exactly
defined. She respected, she esteemed, he was grateful to him, she felt
a real
interest in his welfare; and she only wanted to know how far she wished
that
welfare to depend upon herself, and how far it would be for the
happiness of
both that she should employ the power, which her fancy told her she
still
possessed, of bringing on her the renewal of his addresses.
It had been settled in
the evening
between the aunt and the niece, that such a striking civility as Miss
Darcy's
in coming to see them on the very day of her arrival at Pemberley, for
she had
reached it only to a late breakfast, ought to be imitated, though it
could not
be equalled, by some exertion of politeness on their side; and,
consequently,
that it would be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the
following
morning. They were, therefore, to go.
Elizabeth was
pleased; though
when she asked herself the reason, she had very little to say in reply.
Mr. Gardiner left them
soon after
breakfast. The
fishing scheme had been
renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made of his meeting
some of
the gentlemen at Pemberley before noon.
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