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Chapter 45
Convinced as Elizabeth now
was that Miss Bingley's dislike
of her had originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how
unwelcome her
appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know with
how much
civility on that lady's side the acquaintance would now be renewed.
On reaching the house,
they were shown
through the hall into the saloon, whose northern aspect
rendered it
delightful
for summer. Its
windows opening to the
ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high woody hills behind
the
house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts which were
scattered
over the intermediate lawn.
In this house they were
received by Miss
Darcy, who was sitting there with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady
with whom she lived in London. Georgiana's reception of
them was very civil,
but attended with all the embarrassment which, though proceeding from
shyness
and the fear of doing wrong, would easily give to those who felt
themselves
inferior the belief of her being proud and reserved.
Mrs. Gardiner and her niece, however, did her
justice, and pitied her.
By Mrs. Hurst and Miss
Bingley they were
noticed only by a curtsey; and, on their being seated, a pause, awkward
as such
pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments.
It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a
genteel, agreeable-looking woman, whose endeavour to introduce some
kind of
discourse proved her to be more truly well-bred than either of the
others; and
between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from Elizabeth,
the conversation was carried
on. Miss Darcy
looked as if she wished
for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a short
sentence
when there was least danger of its being heard.
Elizabeth soon saw
that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley, and that she
could not
speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without calling her attention. This observation would not
have prevented her
from trying to talk to the latter, had they not been seated at an
inconvenient
distance; but she was not sorry to be spared the necessity of saying
much. Her own
thoughts were employing her. She
expected every moment that some of the
gentlemen would enter the room. She
wished,
she feared that the master of the house might be amongst them; and
whether she
wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After sitting
in this
manner a quarter of an hour without hearing Miss Bingley's voice, Elizabeth
was roused by
receiving from her a cold inquiry after the health of her family. She answered with equal
indifference and
brevity, and the others said no more.
The next variation which
their visit
afforded was produced by the entrance of the servants with cold meat,
cake, and
a variety of all the finest fruits in season; but this did not take
place till
after many
a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been
given,
to remind her of her post. There
was now
employment for the whole party-- for though they could not all talk,
they could
all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches
soon
collected them round the table.
While thus engaged, Elizabeth
had a fair opportunity of deciding
whether she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr. Darcy, by
the
feelings which prevailed on his entering the room; and then, though but
a
moment before she had believed her wishes to predominate, she began to
regret that
he came.
He had been some time
with Mr. Gardiner,
who, with two or three other gentlemen from the house, was engaged by
the
river, and had left him only on learning that the ladies of the family
intended
a visit to Georgiana that morning.
No
sooner did he appear than Elizabeth wisely resolved to be perfectly
easy and
unembarrassed; a resolution the more necessary to be made, but perhaps
not the
more easily kept, because she saw that the suspicions of the whole
party were
awakened against them, and that there was scarcely an eye which did not
watch
his behaviour when he first came into the room.
In no countenance was attentive curiosity so
strongly marked as in Miss
Bingley's, in spite of the smiles which overspread her face whenever
she spoke
to one of its objects; for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and
her
attentions to Mr. Darcy were by no means over.
Miss Darcy, on her brother's entrance, exerted
herself much more to
talk, and Elizabeth
saw that she was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted,
and
forwarded as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either
side. Miss Bingley
saw all this
likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the first opportunity
of
saying, with sneering civility:
"Pray, Miss Eliza, are
not the ----shire Militia removed from
Meryton? They must
be a great loss to your family."
In Darcy's presence she
dared not
mention Wickham's name; but Elizabeth
instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the
various
recollections connected with him gave her a moment's distress; but
exerting
herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she presently
answered the
question in a tolerably detached tone.
While she spoke, an involuntary glance showed her
Darcy, with a heightened
complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with
confusion,
and unable to lift up her eyes. Had
Miss
Bingley known what pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she
undoubtedly
would have refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to
discompose
Elizabeth by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she believed
her
partial, to make her betray a sensibility which might injure her in
Darcy's
opinion, and, perhaps, to remind the latter of all the follies and
absurdities by
which some part of her family were connected with that corps.
Not a syllable had ever
reached her of Miss
Darcy's meditated elopement. To
no
creature had it been revealed, where secrecy was possible, except to
Elizabeth;
and from all Bingley's connections her brother was particularly anxious
to
conceal it, from the very wish which Elizabeth had long ago attributed
to him,
of their becoming hereafter her own.
He
had certainly formed such a plan, and without meaning that it should
effect his
endeavour to separate him from Miss Bennet, it is probable that it might add
something to his lively
concern for the welfare of his friend.
Elizabeth's collected
behaviour,
however, soon quieted his emotion; and as Miss Bingley, vexed and
disappointed,
dared not approach nearer to Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in time,
though
not enough to be able to speak any more. Her brother, whose eye she
feared to
meet, scarcely recollected her interest in the affair, and the very
circumstance which had been designed to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth
seemed to have fixed them on her
more and more cheerfully.
Their visit did not
continue long after
the question and answer above mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was
attending them
to their carriage Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms
on Elizabeth's
person,
behaviour, and dress. But
Georgiana
would not join her. Her
brother's
recommendation was enough to ensure her favour; his judgement could not
err.
And he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth
as to leave Georgiana without the power of finding her otherwise than
lovely
and amiable. When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not
help repeating to him
some part of what
she had been saying to his sister.
"How very ill Miss Eliza
Bennet
looks this morning, Mr. Darcy," she cried; "I never in my life saw
anyone so much altered as she is since the winter.
She is grown so brown and coarse!
Louisa and I were agreeing that we should not
have known her again."
However little Mr. Darcy
might have liked
such an address, he contented himself with coolly replying that he
perceived no
other alteration than her being rather tanned, no miraculous
consequence of
travelling in the summer.
"For my own part," she
rejoined, "I must confess that I never could see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her
complexion has no
brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome.
Her nose wants character-- there is nothing
marked in its lines. Her
teeth are
tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, which
have
sometimes been called so fine, I could never see anything extraordinary
in
them. They have a
sharp, shrewish look,
which I do not like at all; and in her air altogether there is a
self-sufficiency
without fashion, which is intolerable."
Persuaded as Miss
Bingley was that Darcy
admired Elizabeth,
this was not the best method of recommending herself; but angry people
are not
always wise; and in seeing him at last look somewhat nettled, she had
all the
success she expected. He
was resolutely
silent, however, and, from a determination of making him speak, she
continued:
"I remember, when we
first knew her
in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all were to find that she was a reputed
beauty;
and I particularly recollect your saying one night, after they had been
dining
at Netherfield, 'She a beauty! I
should
as soon call her mother a wit.' But
afterwards she seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her
rather
pretty at one time."
"Yes," replied Darcy,
who
could contain himself no longer, "but that was only when I first saw
her,
for it is many months since I have considered her as one of the
handsomest
women of my acquaintance."
He then went away, and
Miss Bingley was
left to all the satisfaction of having forced him to say what gave no
one any
pain but herself.
Mrs. Gardiner and
Elizabeth talked of
all that had occurred during their visit, as they returned, except what
had
particularly interested them both.
The
look and behaviour of everybody they had seen were discussed, except of
the
person who had mostly engaged their attention.
They talked of his sister, his friends, his house,
his fruit-- of
everything but himself; yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs.
Gardiner
thought of him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by
her
niece's beginning the subject.
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