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Chapter 11
Little
had Mrs. Dashwood or her daughters imagined when they first
came into Devonshire,
that so many engagements would arise to occupy their
time as shortly presented themselves, or that they
should have such frequent invitations and such constant
visitors
as to leave them little leisure for serious employment. Yet such was the
case. When Marianne was recovered, the schemes
of amusement at home and abroad, which Sir John had
been
previously forming, were put into execution.
The private balls at the park then began;
and parties on the water
were made and accomplished as often as a showery
October would allow. In every meeting of the kind Willoughby
was included; and the ease and familiarity which
naturally attended these parties were exactly calculated to
give increasing intimacy to his acquaintance with the
Dashwoods, to afford him opportunity of witnessing the
excellencies of Marianne, of marking his animated admiration
of
her, and of receiving, in her behaviour to himself, the most
pointed assurance of her affection.
Elinor
could not be surprised at their attachment. She only wished
that it were less openly
shewn; and once or twice did venture to suggest the
propriety of some self-command to Marianne.
But Marianne abhorred all concealment where
no real disgrace could
attend unreserve; and to aim at the restraint of
sentiments which were not in themselves illaudable, appeared
to
her not merely an unnecessary effort, but a disgraceful
subjection of reason to common-place and mistaken
notions. Willoughby thought the same; and their
behaviour at all times, was an illustration of their
opinions.
When
he was present she had no eyes for any one else. Every thing
he did, was right. Every
thing he said, was clever. If their evenings at the park were
concluded with cards, he cheated himself and all the rest of
the party to get her a good hand.
If dancing formed the amusement of the
night, they were partners for
half the time; and when obliged to separate for a
couple of dances, were careful to stand together and
scarcely spoke a word to any body else.
Such conduct made them of course most
exceedingly laughed at; but
ridicule could not shame, and seemed hardly to provoke them.
Mrs.
Dashwood entered into all their feelings with a warmth which
left her no inclination
for checking this excessive display of them. To
her it was but the natural consequence
of a strong affection in a
young and ardent mind.
This
was the season of happiness to Marianne. Her heart was devoted
to Willoughby, and
the fond attachment to Norland, which she brought with her
from Sussex, was more likely to be softened than she
had thought it possible before, by the charms which his
society bestowed on her present home.
Elinor's
happiness was not so great. Her
heart was not so much at ease, nor her
satisfaction in
their amusements so pure.
They afforded her no companion that could
make amends for what she had left behind, nor
that could teach her to think of Norland with less regret
than ever. Neither Lady Middleton nor Mrs. Jennings
could supply to her the conversation she missed;
although the latter was an everlasting talker, and from the
first had regarded her with a kindness which ensured her a
large share of her discourse.
She had already repeated her own history to
Elinor three or four times; and had
Elinor's memory been equal to her means of improvement, she
might have known very early in their acquaintance all the
particulars of Mr. Jenning's last illness, and what he
said to his wife a few minutes before he died.
Lady Middleton was more agreeable than her
mother only in being
more silent. Elinor needed little observation to
perceive that her reserve was a mere calmness of manner
with which sense had nothing to do.
Towards her husband and mother she was the
same as to them; and intimacy
was therefore neither to be looked for nor
desired. She had
nothing to say one day that she had not said the
day before. Her insipidity was invariable, for even
her spirits were always the same; and though she did not
oppose the parties arranged by her husband, provided every
thing were conducted in style and her two eldest children
attended her, she never appeared to receive more
enjoyment from them than she might have experienced in
sitting at home;-- and so little did her presence add to
the pleasure of the others, by any share in their
conversation, that they were sometimes only reminded
of her being amongst them by her solicitude about her
troublesome boys.
In
Colonel Brandon alone, of all her new acquaintance, did Elinor
find a person who could in
any degree claim the respect of abilities, excite the interest
of friendship, or give pleasure as a companion. Willoughby was
out of the question. Her
admiration and regard, even her sisterly regard, was all his
own; but he
was a lover; his attentions were wholly Marianne's,
and a far less agreeable man might have been more
generally pleasing. Colonel Brandon, unfortunately for
himself, had no such encouragement to think only of Marianne,
and in conversing with Elinor he found the greatest
consolation for the indifference of her sister.
Elinor's
compassion for him increased, as she had reason to suspect
that the misery of
disappointed love had already been known to him. This suspicion was given
by some words which accidentally dropped from him one
evening at the park, when they were sitting down together by
mutual consent, while the others were dancing.
His eyes were fixed on Marianne, and, after
a silence of
some minutes, he said, with a faint smile, "Your
sister, I understand, does not approve of second
attachments."
"No,"
replied Elinor, "her opinions are all
romantic."
"Or
rather, as I believe, she considers them impossible to exist."
"I
believe she does. But
how
she contrives it without reflecting on the character of
her own father, who had himself two wives, I know
not. A few
years however will settle her opinions on the
reasonable basis of common sense and observation; and
then they may be more easy to define and to justify than
they now are, by any body but herself."
"This
will probably be the case," he replied; "and yet there is
something so
amiable in the prejudices of a young mind, that one is sorry
to
see them give way to the reception of more general
opinions."
"I
cannot agree with you there," said Elinor. "There are
inconveniences attending
such feelings as Marianne's, which all the charms of
enthusiasm and ignorance of the world cannot atone
for. Her systems
have all the unfortunate tendency of setting
propriety at nought; and a better acquaintance with the world
is what I look forward to as her greatest possible
advantage."
After
a short pause he resumed the conversation by
saying,--
"Does
your sister make no distinction in her objections against a
second attachment? or is it
equally criminal in every body?
Are those who have been disappointed in
their first choice, whether from the
inconstancy of its object, or the perverseness of
circumstances, to be equally indifferent during the
rest of their lives?"
"Upon
my word, I am not acquainted with the minutiae of her
principles. I only
know that I never yet heard her admit any instance of a second
attachment's being pardonable."
"This,"
said he, "cannot hold; but a change, a total change of
sentiments--No, no, do
not desire it; for when the romantic refinements of a
young mind are obliged to give way, how frequently
are they succeeded by such opinions as are but
too common, and too dangerous!
I speak from experience.
I once knew a lady who in temper and mind
greatly resembled
your sister, who thought and judged like her, but who
from an inforced change--from a series of unfortunate
circumstances"-- Here he stopt suddenly; appeared to
think that he had said too much, and by his countenance gave
rise to conjectures, which might not otherwise have entered
Elinor's head. The lady would probably have passed
without suspicion, had he not convinced Miss Dashwood that
what concerned her ought not to escape his lips. As it was, it
required but a slight effort of fancy
to connect his emotion with the tender recollection of
past regard. Elinor attempted no more.
But Marianne, in her place, would not have
done so little. The
whole story would have been speedily formed under her
active imagination; and every thing established in the most
melancholy order of disastrous love.
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