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Chapter 30
Mrs. Jennings came immediately to their room on
her return, and without waiting to have her request
of admittance answered, opened the door and walked in with a
look of real concern.
"How
do you do my dear?"--said she in a voice of great compassion
to Marianne, who turned away
her face without attempting to answer.
"How
is she, Miss Dashwood?--Poor thing! she looks very bad.-- No
wonder. Ay, it is
but too true. He is
to be married very soon--a good-for-nothing
fellow! I have no
patience with him. Mrs.
Taylor told me of it half an hour ago, and she was told it by
a particular
friend of Miss Grey herself, else I am sure I should
not have believed it; and I was almost ready to sink as it
was. Well, said
I, all I can say is, that if this be true,
he has used a young lady of my acquaintance
abominably ill, and I wish with all my soul his wife may
plague his heart out. And so I shall always say, my dear, you
may depend on it. I have no notion of men's going on in
this way; and if ever I meet him again, I will give him such a
dressing as he has not had this many a day.
But there is one comfort, my dear Miss
Marianne; he is not the
only young man in the world worth having; and with your
pretty face you will never want admirers.
Well,
poor thing! I
won't disturb her any longer, for she had
better have her cry out at once and have done with. The Parrys and
Sandersons luckily are coming tonight you know, and
that will amuse her."
She
then went away, walking on tiptoe out of the room, as if she
supposed her young friend's
affliction could be increased by noise.
Marianne,
to the surprise of her sister, determined on dining with them. Elinor even
advised her against it. But
"no, she would go down; she could bear it very well, and the
bustle about
her would be less." Elinor,
pleased to have her governed for a moment by such a motive,
though
believing it hardly possible that she could sit out the
dinner, said no more; and adjusting her dress for her as well
as she could, while Marianne still remained on the
bed, was ready to assist her into the dining room as
soon as they were summoned to it.
When
there, though looking most wretchedly, she ate more and was
calmer than her
sister had expected. Had she tried to speak, or had she been
conscious of half Mrs. Jennings's well-meant but
ill-judged attentions to her, this calmness could not have
been maintained; but not a syllable escaped her lips; and
the abstraction of her thoughts preserved her in
ignorance of every thing that was passing before her.
Elinor,
who did justice to Mrs. Jennings's kindness, though its
effusions were often
distressing, and sometimes almost ridiculous, made her those
acknowledgments, and returned her those civilities, which
her sister could not make or return for herself. Their good friend
saw that Marianne was unhappy, and felt that
every thing was due to her which might make her at
all less so. She treated her therefore, with all the
indulgent fondness of a parent towards a favourite child on
the last day of its holidays.
Marianne was to have the best place by the
fire, was to be tempted to eat by every
delicacy in the house, and to be amused by the relation of all
the news of the day. Had not Elinor, in the sad countenance
of her sister, seen a check to all mirth, she could
have been entertained by Mrs. Jennings's endeavours to cure a
disappointment in love, by a variety of sweetmeats and olives,
and a good fire. As soon, however, as the consciousness
of all this was forced by continual repetition on
Marianne, she could stay no longer.
With a hasty exclamation of misery, and a
sign to her sister not to follow
her, she directly got up and hurried out of the room.
"Poor
soul!" cried Mrs. Jennings, as soon as she was gone, "how it
grieves me to see her! And
I declare if she is not gone away without finishing her
wine! And the
dried cherries too! Lord!
nothing seems to do her any good. I am sure if I knew of any
thing she
would like, I would send all over the town for it. Well, it is the
oddest thing to me, that a man should use such
a pretty girl so ill! But
when there is plenty of money on one side, and next to none on
the other, Lord
bless you! they care no more about such things!--"
"The
lady then--Miss Grey I think you called her-- is very rich?"
"Fifty
thousand pounds, my dear. Did
you ever see her? a smart, stylish girl they say, but
not handsome. I remember her aunt very well, Biddy
Henshawe; she married a very wealthy man.
But the family are all rich together. Fifty
thousand pounds! and by all
accounts, it won't come before it's wanted; for they say he is
all to pieces. No wonder! dashing about with his curricle and
hunters! Well, it don't signify talking; but when
a young man, be who he will, comes and makes love to
a pretty girl, and promises marriage, he has no business
to fly off from his word only because he grows
poor, and a richer girl is ready to have him.
Why don't he, in such a case, sell his
horses, let his house, turn off
his servants, and make a thorough reform at once? I
warrant you, Miss Marianne would have been ready to
wait till matters came round.
But that won't do now-a-days; nothing in
the way of pleasure can ever be given up by
the young men of this age."
"Do
you know what kind of a girl Miss Grey is? Is she said to be
amiable?"
"I
never heard any harm of her; indeed I hardly ever heard her
mentioned; except that Mrs.
Taylor did say this morning, that one day Miss Walker
hinted to her, that she believed Mr. and Mrs. Ellison
would not be sorry to have Miss Grey married, for she and
Mrs. Ellison could never agree."--
"And
who are the Ellisons?"
"Her
guardians, my dear. But
now she is of age and may choose for herself; and a pretty
choice she has made!--What now," after pausing a
moment--"your poor sister is gone to her own room, I suppose,
to
moan by herself. Is there nothing one can get to comfort
her? Poor
dear, it seems quite cruel to let her be
alone. Well,
by-and-by we shall have a few friends, and that will
amuse her a little. What shall we play at?
She hates whist, I know; but is there no round game she cares for?"
"Dear
ma'am, this kindness is quite unnecessary. Marianne, I dare
say, will not leave her
room again this evening.
I shall persuade her if I can to go early
to bed, for I am sure she wants
rest."
"Aye,
I believe that will be best for her.
Let her name her own supper, and go to bed. Lord! no wonder she
has been looking so bad and so cast down
this last week or two, for this matter I suppose has been
hanging over her head as long as that.
And so the letter that came today finished
it! Poor soul! I
am sure if I had had a notion of it, I would not have joked
her about it for
all my money. But then you know, how should I guess
such a thing? I
made sure of its being nothing but a common
love letter, and you know young people like to be laughed
at about them. Lord! how
concerned Sir John and my daughters
will be when they hear it!
If I had my senses about me I might have
called in Conduit Street
in my way home, and told
them of it. But I shall see them tomorrow."
"It
would be unnecessary I am sure, for you to caution Mrs. Palmer
and Sir John against ever
naming Mr. Willoughby, or making the slightest allusion to
what
has passed, before my sister.
Their own good-nature must point out to
them the real cruelty of appearing to
know any thing about it when she is present; and the
less that may ever be said to myself on the subject, the
more my feelings will be spared, as you my dear madam
will easily believe."
"Oh!
Lord! yes, that I do indeed. It
must be terrible for you to hear it talked of; and as for
your sister, I am sure I would not mention a word
about it to her for the world.
You saw I did not all dinner time. No more
would Sir John, nor my
daughters, for they are all very thoughtful and considerate;
especially if I give them a hint, as I certainly
will. For my
part, I think the less that is said about such
things, the better, the sooner 'tis blown over and forgot. And what good
does talking ever do, you know?"
"In
this affair it can only do harm; more so perhaps than in many
cases of a similar
kind, for it has been attended by circumstances
which, for the sake of every one concerned in it, make it
unfit to become the public conversation.
I must do this justice to Mr. Willoughby--he
has broken no positive
engagement with my sister."
"Law,
my dear! Don't
pretend
to defend him. No positive engagement indeed! after
taking her all over Allenham House, and fixing on the
very rooms they were to live in hereafter!"
Elinor,
for her sister's sake, could not press the subject farther,
and she hoped it was
not required of her for Willoughby's;
since, though Marianne might
lose much, he could gain very little by the
enforcement of the real truth. After a short silence on both
sides,
Mrs. Jennings, with all her natural hilarity, burst
forth again.
"Well,
my dear, 'tis a true saying about an ill-wind, for it will be
all the better for Colonel
Brandon. He will have her at last; aye, that he
will. Mind
me, now, if they an't married by
Midsummer. Lord!
how he'll chuckle over this news!
I hope he will come tonight. It will be all
to one a better match for
your sister. Two thousand a year without debt or
drawback-- except the little love-child, indeed; aye, I
had forgot her; but she may be 'prenticed out at a small
cost, and then what does it signify?
Delaford
is a nice place, I can tell you; exactly what I call a nice
old-fashioned place, full of comforts and conveniences; quite
shut in with great garden walls that are covered with the
best fruit-trees in the country; and such a mulberry tree
in one corner! Lord! how Charlotte and I did stuff the
only time we were there!
Then, there is a dove-cote, some
delightful stew-ponds, and a very pretty canal; and
every thing, in short, that one could wish for; and,
moreover, it is close to the church, and only a quarter
of a mile from the turnpike-road, so 'tis never dull,
for if you only go and sit up in an old yew arbour
behind the house, you may see all the carriages that pass
along. Oh! 'tis a nice place!
A butcher hard by in the village, and the
parsonage-house within a stone's
throw. To my fancy, a thousand times prettier
than Barton
Park, where
they are forced to send three
miles for their meat, and have not a neighbour nearer than
your mother. Well, I shall spirit up the Colonel as
soon as I can. One shoulder of mutton, you know, drives
another down. If we can but put Willoughby
out
of her head!"
"Ay,
if we can do that, Ma'am," said Elinor, "we shall do very well
with or
without Colonel Brandon." And then rising, she went away to
join
Marianne, whom she found, as she expected, in her
own room, leaning, in silent misery, over the small remains
of a fire, which, till Elinor's entrance, had been
her only light.
"You
had better leave me," was all the notice that her sister
received from her.
"I
will leave you," said Elinor, "if you will go to bed." But
this, from the
momentary perverseness of impatient suffering, she at first
refused to do. Her sister's earnest, though gentle
persuasion, however, soon softened her to compliance, and
Elinor saw her lay her aching head on the pillow, and as
she hoped, in a way to get some quiet rest before
she left her.
In
the drawing-room, whither she then repaired, she was soon
joined by Mrs. Jennings,
with a wine-glass, full of something, in her hand.
"My
dear," said she, entering, "I have just recollected that I
have some of the finest old Constantia wine in
the house that ever was tasted, so I have
brought a glass of it for your sister.
My poor husband! how fond he was of
it! Whenever he had a touch of his old
colicky gout, he said it did him more good than any thing else
in the world. Do take it to your sister."
"Dear
Ma'am," replied Elinor, smiling at the difference of the
complaints for which it was
recommended, "how good you are!
But I have just left Marianne in bed, and, I
hope, almost asleep; and as I think nothing
will be of so much service to her as rest, if you will give
me leave, I will drink the wine myself."
Mrs.
Jennings, though regretting that she had not been five minutes
earlier, was satisfied with
the compromise; and Elinor, as she swallowed the chief
of it, reflected, that though its effects on a colicky
gout were, at present, of little importance to her, its
healing
powers on a disappointed heart might be as
reasonably tried on herself as on her sister.
Colonel
Brandon came in while the party were at tea, and by his manner
of looking round the
room for Marianne, Elinor immediately fancied that he
neither expected nor wished to see her there, and, in
short, that he was already aware of what occasioned her
absence. Mrs. Jennings was not struck by the same
thought; for soon after his entrance, she walked
across the room to the tea-table where Elinor presided,
and whispered-- "The Colonel looks as grave as ever
you see. He
knows nothing of it; do tell him, my
dear."
He
shortly afterwards drew a chair close to her's, and, with a
look which perfectly assured
her of his good information, inquired after her
sister.
"Marianne
is not well," said she. "She
has been indisposed all day, and we have
persuaded her to go to bed."
"Perhaps,
then," he hesitatingly replied, "what I heard this morning may
be--there may be
more truth in it than I could believe possible at
first."
"What
did you hear?"
"That
a gentleman, whom I had reason to think--in short, that a man,
whom I knew to be
engaged--but how shall I tell you?
If you know it already, as surely you
must, I may be spared."
"You
mean," answered Elinor, with forced calmness, "Mr.
Willoughby's marriage with
Miss Grey. Yes, we
do know it all. This
seems to have been a day of general elucidation, for this very
morning first
unfolded it to us. Mr. Willoughby is unfathomable! Where did you hear it?"
"In
a stationer's shop in Pall Mall,
where I had business. Two
ladies were waiting for their carriage and one of them was giving the
other an
account of the intended match, in a voice so little
attempting concealment, that it was impossible for me not to
hear all. The
name of Willoughby,
John Willoughby, frequently repeated, first caught my
attention; and what
followed was a positive assertion that every thing was now
finally settled respecting his marriage with Miss
Grey--it was no longer to be a secret--it would take place
even
within a few weeks, with many particulars of preparations
and other matters. One thing, especially, I remember,
because it served to identify the man still more:--as soon
as the ceremony was over, they were to go to Combe
Magna, his seat in Somersetshire.
My astonishment!--but it would
be impossible to describe what I felt.
The communicative lady I learnt, on
inquiry, for I stayed
in the shop till they were gone, was a Mrs. Ellison,
and that, as I have been since informed, is the name of
Miss Grey's guardian."
"It
is. But have you
likewise heard that Miss Grey has fifty thousand pounds? In that, if in any
thing, we may find an explanation."
"It
may be so; but Willoughby
is capable--at least I think"--he stopped a moment; then
added in a voice which seemed to distrust itself,
"And your sister-- how did she--"
"Her
sufferings have been very severe.
I have only to hope that they may be
proportionately short. It has been, it is a most cruel
affliction. Till
yesterday, I believe, she never doubted his regard;
and even now, perhaps--but I am almost convinced that
he never was really attached to her.
He has been very deceitful! and, in some
points, there seems a hardness
of heart about him."
"Ah!"
said Colonel Brandon, "there is, indeed!
But your sister does not--I think you said
so--she does not consider quite as you do?"
"You
know her disposition, and may believe how eagerly she would
still justify him if she
could."
He
made no answer; and soon afterwards, by the removal of the
tea-things, and the arrangement
of the card parties, the subject was necessarily
dropped. Mrs.
Jennings, who had watched them with pleasure while they
were talking, and who expected to see the effect of Miss
Dashwood's communication, in such an instantaneous gaiety on
Colonel Brandon's side, as might have become a man in the
bloom
of youth, of hope and happiness, saw him, with amazement,
remain the whole evening more serious and thoughtful than
usual.
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